.:Mayuko Saionji:.

2008-07-07T00:41:00.006+08:00

http://my-swain.livejournal.com/
my new live journal!
hello all.

i know its been mean of me to not post for EONS AND EONS OF TIME.

* sorry ):

i've not been touch with the computer alrd.

i've not ON-ed for for ages.

so ya, my apologies okay?

anyw, i've signed up for Army Half Marathon(10km competive females)

on i suppose is 24th august.

hah! i've not started to train yet

:S

erm, i'm going to Deyi on Tuesday, 15th july for Prize-Giving Day.

for MND.

yay.

hey, i WAS a dancer, okay? :D

(p.s: i still love this photo. enlarge nicer :D)

sort of odd to think that i was, actually.

i must be VERY inflexible now hahhaah.

i've just finished doing Jingwei's blog :DD
http://jingwei-theblithenessdays.blogspot.com/
zero posts up till now.
and erm, all courtesy of me okay? hahahha

anyw, my results are shit.
it's almost an INSULT even hahah.
kind of when i took pure sciences la.

some photos.
i've not been taking any since my phone was lost.
so ya, these are from other ppl's phones.
(:

peace out.
its late. but tmr's YOUTH DAY (:
so i can catch more ZZZZ
yay!
H1 Project Work= SUCKY SUBJECT.
like, totally okay?

anyw, today i went to Botanic's
with my pw mates (: jingwei and diyana came too
she's pegasus, she was JC1 last year too. hmm ):
anyw, it was a excellent trip :D
we played in the Jacob Ballas Children Garden.
for this event: Wheel, Walk or Jog 2008
my pw topic due with wheelchairs, sort of hahah.
anyw, i won a Prize for a game.
guess tv song title
i really RAN to the stage.
beating this other girl(dressed in black)
the medley went in this seq
Survivor
Amazing Race
American Idol
So You Think You Can Dance

all my fave variety shows! grins.
anyw, there was others like tv dramas like Desp Housewives, CSI, Grey's Anatomy, Sex And The City.
but hell, i dont watch them sigh):
i wished i could.
odd they didnt put up Heroes huh.

anyw, walked like mad today across the whole Botanics to reach JBCG
did some ogling- AT ICE CREAMS AND FRAPPES hah!
afterwards i pretty much went home alrd.
aft a disapointing travel~~

anyw, i'm tired people
SO LONG!
~

with love, Jiayun

2008-05-05T23:04:00.002+08:00

didnt get to see him much at all today.
sigh
but anyw, i've bought the taurus skirt from mir for $5.
hahahhaah.

okay. school's tiring me out today alrd.
didnt know today napfa 2.4 sia lol
did a PB(personal best) of 11.20mins.
want to: trim off another 10 secs.
HEH.

ah well~~~

i've off to do a lil of my econs essay!
:D

exams are a test of endurance
what bull -.-

2008-05-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

hello all. its been ages since i last touched a comp.
seriously.

sorry people. sigh.

lifes been pretty bad. bickering all day.
things havent been smooth alright.

exams are coming up.

stress management
thats exactly what i need.

my timing for 2.4's now 11.23 mins
clinched a 1st for 400m individual girls JC1
and a 3rd for 4 by 100 girls JC1
:DD

it was 5th month yesterday.
got a wonderful surprise of receiving a yellow daisy!
<3

i'm missing everyone back at deyi. badly. ):
BIG FAT TEARS ROLL DOWN MY CHEEKS.

hope my cross jersey comes soon ((:

2008-04-08T22:18:00.002+08:00

those in need of an immediate know on the ongoings of my life:
CCA: cross country
road run position 7th
16 mins plus for 3.2km ):
PI is stressing me out.
highest mark for a test is 8.
single digit, ya, i know... its physics anyw.
i'm not exactly sure how to do sports stretching honestly...
sleep deprieved.
need a morale boost. HURRY!
need to eat. -> eating disorder NOT.
LOST PHONE
earpiece spoilt too

and erm to the person who gave me that earpiece
the things you left behind will always be smth i'll always cherish, keep and rmb in my heart. yup. hope it'll be the same for you...

gah, life's terribly miserable without any entertainment.
really. esp when it takes 45 mins of travelling time to sch.
plus! the return trip too! zzzzz @!#$&^$&*

in conclusion, sch life is not nice...
but at least my studies are looking up.
and my running too! trimmed off a min for my 2.4km napfa.(11.36km)
aiming to do 10.59min for the actual napfa 2.4...
hahah, at least a 10 looks damn good for a girl. even if it actually means a 11 min actually.
hahhaha.

hope to update soon...
many loves to you all !
JIAYUN

2008-04-06T23:47:00.001+08:00

NO AIR: JORDIN SPARKS AND CHRIS BROWN

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
OhI'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

2008-03-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

today i went out with
MEIYI
ANDY YONG &
NURUL

:D
im a happy girl.
they took me to vivo.
bought a blue soft case file from DAISO "everything $2"
cos my current ring folder is like so heavy.
heh.

and saw titus on the way home!
so happy to meet so many deyi ppl luh.
hahahah.
talked alot to everyone.
only me in uni luh.
hahhaha.

2008-03-25T21:31:00.002+08:00

hello all.
yes yes, i admit that this page has started to rot & decay
but its not so bad as to start growing maggots, i hope
EWWW.

anyw, the innova road race is coming up this friday.
i'm running the Competitive Race.
but really it will be like kind of nerve wrecking, i think..
cos trust me, there seems to be alot of good runners in the JC1 girls category.
hope i at least squeeze in the top 10 or top 20.
want a medal la okay.
or i think that i'm going to be like terribly ashamed of myself.
hahah.

things are school were getting a lil rough at the edges.
hope the problems wont last too long.
cos i've got to move on and hopefully start afresh and do even better.

people here are super mug and super struggle.
noone takes a breathe to relax themselves.
i'm worried for myself luh!

PW is brain wrecking.
i just know that i dont wanna retain at Year 1
so i shall be a struggle student

i miss deyi.
i miss the laughters.
i miss textbooks.
i miss my kind friends and teachers.
i miss a light bag.
i miss dance.
i miss sleeping in class.
i miss 45mins worth of break time.
i miss ending school at 1+pm
i miss less-strict teachers.
i miss printing papers that cost nothing.
i miss my class "band".
i miss being the one who talks the most.
i miss sneaking food.
i miss skipping chinese lessons.
i miss my self confidence.
i miss not stressing up.
i miss alot.
i miss everything.
.
.
.

2008-03-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

an old old photo that i longgggg forgotten.
at miss clarity after that zoo day on 4th january 2008.

my sister's scarf($6.50 from This Fashion outlets) with my shades.
love that combination!

happy advanced birthday to Diyana ! :D

P.s: my stoichiometry test went bad.
as expected anyw ):
its back to my old ways again, im afraid...

& also, my parents are leaving for china for 10 tens i think.
max 10, min 7 la, not exactly sure. hahahaha.

2008-03-13T11:03:00.002+08:00

okay. so there was this once that i lost my wallet.
on the bus 825. this minibus that services my estate to yck station.

anyw, if it wont for
-the extraordinary orange(advertisement) plastered bus.
cos normally its fully green la
-crosby's sms to jing wei exactly the time i boarded the bus
thank goodness he borrowed corsby's nike bag.
-& innova bball team for organising that dumb camp.
so jw HAD to borrow crosby's bag
-my mom for calling the smrt ppl at 11.30 am
-myself for the gut feel that if i didnt force my mom to call the smrt ppl, my wallet will go missing. had the gut feel that my wallet WILL be retrieved if i called before the buses stop servicing at 12 plus am.
-jingwei for accompanying me to amk depot.
that walk was, like, DAMN!
jingwei mentioned smth that made me ponder...
he said:

how come you can run but cannot walk ah?

LOL.

- and to anyone i missed out. cant rmb all, see?
like for example those kind ppl who worked at amk depot.
they were sweet!

colbie caillat concert coming up!
and her strepped version for 98.7 too !
yay. cant wait to hear her on radio.
stripped is a acoustic section, weekends 4 to 5 pm.
(only piano or guitar)

2008-03-11T08:32:00.002+08:00

fresh box! (tilts my head and poses!)

haha, no time to post alot. sorry!
chem stoichiometry test coming up!
anyone wanna buy me coffee? (:
i stayed up allllll night okay...

heard this on muttons at midnight...

M1: this song is pictures of you by the last goodnight.
M2:pictures of you, pictures of me!~ sings
M1:Eh! that's what got Edison chen into trouble!
M2: and pictures of up there, down there!!

LOL.

2008-03-06T11:15:00.002+08:00

hello all :D
i'm at innova's library typing these out. LOL>

anyways.
things have been fine so far at ijc.
zero school ponning (:
oh wait. i skipped orientation. right...
HAHA.

i've photos to upload at my phone.
but i daren't connect the phone to the school comp lol.
so, oh well, the next time :D

2008-03-04T21:56:00.003+08:00

Happy 3rd month. (: (yesterday)

Go & faster practice finish your smile :D
I'll be waiting,
so don't let me be waiting too long!

mei dao die dao! (^____^)

2008-02-29T12:43:00.002+08:00

drats.
its really a whole week of stay home for me.

sigh.
ystd nurul, andy and glande came over & visited me!
hahaha. they were so sweet luh.
glande came after school.
andy didnt have work too...

& when i told jing wei that they came
( he came to visit after school)
he was like, aiya, why they never stay awhile more.
hahaha.
oh! he went to the clinic with my & my parents ystd night too.
& had dinner with us too. LOL.

anyway, i feel alot better now la.
thanks for all you concerns :D
so i guess when monday comes, it's back to school for me.
hahah.
i better have to start workign my ass off for my studies.
i'm laggingggggggg way behind, trust me.

sigh.
and better start knowing my class soon too.
hope this class is nice (:

2008-02-28T15:07:00.005+08:00

okay! i've finally figured out how to do those freaking stuffs!
hah! im smart, i know! LOL.
nah, its just that im always lazy to learn how to.
so i just let my friends do take the phototaking AND uploading.

oh well, here they go...

it was the week that i had an eye infection..
so i HAD to wear specs to sch.. grr, i dont like my specs at all.
okay, erm, well, the good part is that, it's a pair of ELLE specs.
costs expensive, just for the frames.. i was on the way home that time.. beats me why i',m home so early that day LOL.

these, are my valentine's day flowers (:
the bouquet i mean..
i didnt receive any stalks type, since i wasn't in deyi anymore.
& ya, i think that nyjc like friends give friends.(cos my sis got a handful luh. so shocked! hahahha, and glande's blog also got say she received from frens lol)
but oh well, over at ijc, there was only like these group of ppl who splurged alot on friends...
so what can i say?

a clearer picture of the flowers lol.
well, i'll say i saw the receipt by accident.
it doesnt cost cheap!! hahahah.

my sister's & my pencilcase! so similar huh, i mean design la...
hers is the boxy one.

stiochiometry people?
LOL. i still dread this topic, you dont have to ask me why..
hahaha, all the numbers, formalas, balanced equations,
and the different methods. OH GOD... what a headache!
oh, i drew this myself..
reminds me of hweeen luh! her handwriting somehow like that one.

it was IJC PAE orientation day two.
ponned it & went to the zoo instead.
this is the toilet (:

Khairinny and me at starbucks.
taken by Diyana.
hahah.

my favorite cookies! :D

yes yes yes, i know its ages since i last did my stretching for dance.
oh well. who cares! hah!

noone besides my family has seen me wear my ijc uniform.
so take a look! i think i like it (:
:D

2008-02-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

in a cheerier mood now. (:

no matter how many ppl keeps reading my blog,
to me,
this blog seems freaking boring..
HAH!

why would anyone like to read any shit about this ill girl's grievances?
LOL.

AND! photo-less too!
sigh, its not that i dont want to upload any la can?

its just that my photos were all sent by friends who religiously load their phone pictures to their comp la
hahah, okay, i shall try it out...
i've did so. have to go playing around with the software then!

post in awhile!
promise! :D

2008-02-28T11:48:00.005+08:00

PEOPLE, its day FOUR of terrible zerrible horrible korrible
FEVER, damn it...

anyws, my mom, thinks i might be having dengue fever luh!
LOL, what a joke!
haha, cos she feels that this fever so long nvr recover..

ystd jing wei dropped by my place after his basketball tryouts (:
its was like, my parents car drive in the same time as he reached my house gate! 'round 8.15pm?
hahah, oh well, they know alrd, long ago...
my mom asked him to stay for dinner, but ah well, he refused.
hah, even if its me i'll too...

then my mom, me and jingwei spoke about ijc and stuff.

oh, my uniforms are done tailoring!
but havent got the chance to wear them at all.

thanks diyana, mirliana, jing wei, nurul :D
LOVES!!
they've been real nice thru these time.

and of cos not forgetting my own parents!
ya i know, they've been having sleepless nights. ):
awww, poor things..

oh, && nicholas chew as well. hah!
he went to press press money for my graphic calculator. cos it was the last day alrd.
got my mom to press money from the wall too!
hah, then jingwei lugged that envelop of S$153.60 home.
145 dollars for the calculator and 8.60 for the taxi ride home on monday, which jing wei paid... thanks loads & loads & loads okay :D
and for everything, really. damn thankful && grateful! LOVES (:

i'll try to get well soon people!!!

now radio's playing simple plan's when i'm gone....
and thats when
.
.
.

i'm missing you...

2008-02-27T11:55:00.004+08:00

NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS
"Love Like This"
(feat. Sean Kingston)

[Natasha:]
Oh? Never find a love like this
Oh? Never find a love like this
We go back so far,
swinging in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.

[Chorus:]
That's why you keep on running
in and out of my mind.
As the years they'll roll by,
Baby, now I know why I keep coming back to you.
You're the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this
Let me hear you say now
I'll never be lonely,
look at what you've shown me,
never find a love like this

Well this life tried to keep us apart
you keep calling me back to your heart
Let me hear you say
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap your world around me,
never find a love like this.

All the guys tried to take me,
you're the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I'll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice.

[Chorus]
'cause this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
aren't you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

[Sean Kingston:]
May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair
and I wish for you not to leave me now.

My friends they always told me
not to make you my wife,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rolling,
me and you,
we strolling,
they don't wanna come around.

[Natasha:]
Let me hear you say,
you're the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.

Let me hear you say,
now I'll never be lonely,
look at what you've shown me,
never find a love like this.

When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I'm so glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this,

Oh? Never find a love like this?
When this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh? Never find a love like this.
Oh? Never find a love like this
(:

awesome video too! just remember to catch it on youtube!

2008-02-27T11:06:00.003+08:00

hello all. still in a pretty bad state right now ):
fevering still. milder, but it still refuses to go away luh!
what stubborn virus i have!
hahah, imagining it from the Red Riding Hood story
we all read when we were young...

RRH: What big ears you have!
BBW*: Oh, for listening to your sweet words, my dear...
*- BBW refers to the Big Bad Wolf :D

ahh, well. im pretty bored and very very frustrated alrd.
i've never been so sick before.
and trust me, i've always been an ill child since the first month i was born..
sigh

my poor mom has to keep bringing down my fever by using wet towels and wiping me all over.. so the cold water would evaporate and bring down my temperature.. oh god, that the worse i tell you. cos i'll start shivering like mad, try to cover myself with the blanket and my mom would just keep throwing it away..

well, i'm better now i guess.
but i have no idea why my appetite has yet to come back..

so frustrated that im like so bed ridden now ):

have been having nightmares constantly.

whats happening?

someone cheer me up please..

which reminds me. giselle tickets.
today(27th feb 2008), esplanade, 4pm, front row seats.
a pair of tickets, 22 dollars..
WASTED

tell me why everything has to go wrong..

-

AIYEE, jasmine thian posted about me seh, on her blog. LOL.

2008-02-26T09:47:00.003+08:00

oh god, you probably wont know how bored stiff i am right now ):
the internet's boring.. want to load some movies to watch,
but i dont like the long wait hahaha.
dan & young's morning show on 98.7 is ending soon. its's 9.50 already see? 10 more mins..
blog hopping is madly boring..
nothing on tv is relativly watchable this early in the morning..
the weather's freaking cold ( its late februaury alrd, show me some sun! for god's sake)
there isnt any cleo magazine at my yck market.
i'm done with ELLE and Seventeen.
and i cant buy Cosmopolitian cos it's " unsuitable for the young",
Glamour costs 10 plus bucks, tho Cosmopolitian costs more expensive i'm willing to pay for that cos, well, there's more stuffs to read, if you know what i mean LOL. there's a reason why Cosmo cant be purchased for the young you know.. hahah.
all i've got is just the new issue of Reader's Digest that is untouched yet..

sigh.

cant anyone come to visit me, you know, cheer me up a lil?

double sigh.

2008-02-26T07:47:00.002+08:00

hello all.
sorry for that time i couldnt give a good post

so here goes...
wait.. im home sick thats why i've got time to post luh.
LOL. it's 7.30 am, and im listening in to radio(98.7fm)
and of cos, typing all these out.

well, valentine's day was celebrated on two days.
to beat the crowd, i went out on both 13th and 14th february.
i received loads of fabulous stuffs!
hahaha. had a killin' good time as well :D

recently, i'm preparing for a few birthdays.
using my angpao money, i've been looking out
and also buying some stuff alrd.
-grins :D

well, i've still got, like, a gazillion and trillion-es things to buy!
oh, some of the stuffs i wont say out right here,
or it'll be, like, a killjoy luh!
haha. but i'll say that i've bought one shirt for jing wei
one fabulously looking tee.
i think those who went to the 208 chalet would have seen it..
its a freaking steal for that price, that tee
and i also bought myself a pair of shorts that day too (:

i'm back at ijc, as alot of you would know..
my appeal at nyjc is like totally rotting by now.
everytime i check the status of appeal.
it always just says

TAN JIA YUN, your appeal is currently being assessed. Please check back later.

oh god, do you know how boring can that be?
reject then reject la!
or accept faster show la..
wait until freaking long LUH!
-mumbles things behind their backs. haha.

oh well, im at class 23A.
actually its 0823A. 08 being the year,
23 becos its H2 Maths, Chem & Econs
my h1 is physics.

my subject combination is, like, exactly the same as jing wei.
but i guess pcme(phys, chem, math, econs) combination
is too common.. oh well ):
ijc so gu yi one la..
but if we chose a h1 that is like uncommon, like history,
you can be sure we'll be in the same class, 23 A alrd
oh btw, he's 23 E. earths away! haha, no la, only a few rows to my right

zhi kai's 12 E i think.. which means he takes H2 phys chem maths.
i'm not sure what's his h1 subject, maybe econs or geog?
haha.

nicholas chew alrd long got his ijc uniform.
he sure looks abit weird in it.
zhi kai, he okay la..
and mir too.

oh and mir, im terribly sorry your stuffs are still being stashed in my bag.
oh man, i think its, like, what?, 6 days alrd?
i'll hurry to get well soon, alrights? so you can get them back as soon as possible..

and for now, i'm terribly bored already..
and i think it's a long enough post! hahaha.

2008-02-24T20:48:00.003+08:00

i know its super long since i last posted.
am i'm guilty of that, i admit...

okay so i shall post a little.
so all you readers better stop complaining hahhaah.

well, valentine's day.
so long ago. but what can i say? the memories still never go..

i've got a heart necklace, a bouquet of flowers, designer fragrance, self baked cookies, sweets, a card,a movie and etc etc from everybody.
hahahhaa.

and in case you all are wondering.
im back at innova jc.
omg.
sheesh
oh drats.
and many at that..

sigh

loads of ppl are at innova now
jiaqi, zhi kai, jing wei, yi rong, nicholas chew, mirliana and me..
hahah, seems like 408's there huh, except for mir laaa..lol
well, have to go now.
mom's nagging.
have a fever!
thats why. sigh.
ciaos!

2008-02-10T14:51:00.001+08:00

hello hello.
CNY's alot better this year.
erm, how say leh ? its kind of like, when you've grown up a lil,
you're more open to talk to the older batches
instead of sticking around with the young babies and feeling bored.
ahahahha.

and also, the MONEY is bigger this time.

and also,my marks are like still in the range amongst the others
so im relatively proud of it.
i'll hate it if i'm like, oh, i'm going poly cos my marks not enough qualify for any jcs.

note: i dont hate poly or anything. but when you're stuck in my family and everyone's smart (tuition-less yet), competition is like a crazy hell.

wait, radio's playing Girl Next Door by the Saving Jane
im quite surprised! gladly surprised of cos.
when the world's so RNB and Dance tracks.
hahahaha. no offence of cos, cos really, i like some of them myself. grins.
but then again, its now under The Shuffle Mode now, this timing. so yeah.. LOL.

i did the best amongst my that bio side.
so my uncle-cum-dad gave me 50 bucks.
he told me to keep that money for my own use.
and not let anyone else about it.
case my mom "made noise" about it.
sigh.

and i think im keeping another sum of money form the overall cny mon-ay (:
well, some part will def go towards v-day.
i'm hoping to meet my deyi peeps soon.
so i can give them like a lil smth for valentines.

oh, i just remembered smth.
those v-day ads are crazy crazy crazy!
i mean, they keep advertising on those fragrance/perfumes
or those Tiffany's or Cartier necklaces and rings.
omg omg omg.- faints.

catch with you all back some time soon!
cheerios peeps.
happy counting those money to all my chinese friends,
and happy relaxing thru these many many days for my other people (:

oh, which reminds me.
i've been running a total of 24km and 100 inclined sit ups these 3 days.consecutively. (yays-ness flushes me this second)

i love all my darlings! :D

2008-02-02T20:56:00.000+08:00

yay. i've got good news!
multiply still can dl song sia.
the best news i want to hear right now!
hahahah

a happy happy jiayun awaits.
my ipod is no longer dead ppl! WHEEEEEEEEE :D

p.s: multiply users will have to how how to click for the dl window to pop up (:

2008-02-02T16:43:00.000+08:00

okay. just visited the jasmine's blog (:
woah. now is white and pinky-ish purple.
hahah. whatever you called that.

moments ago i cried, i laughed, and you're sure to know why.

anyws. i love jt's photo links. all are like so pretty!
grins. i love my sis.

i'm missing my rojak gang and my class clique.

hahaha.

school's been great. still pon-ning school alot.
have to give jingwei a call later to wake him up to do his house chores.
hmmm, better keep that in mind, before i forget..
and everyone knows im a damn forgetful person. hahha.

lessons are okay, i guess.
no prizes for guessing that im in trouble alot.
as usual. haha.
mc-less, homework-less.
what more pisses a tutor more. hahaha.
lecture notes are like this constantly blood sucking leech.
damn them.

30th january- a date to remember.
there was a moment,a place, and people and an emotional-filled feeling

okay, i dont know where that came from. really.

feeling damn sleepy myself..
my new study table has just arrived!

anyw, i'm low in my moolah.
oh man, so many things to buy, so lil money.
maybe its time for he dieting girl to resurface!
haha.

the innova track department keeps getting me to join them
i mean, sure im pleased of cos
but im like totally untrained in running!
a big LOL.

loveya all peeps.
cny's coming around :DD
time for my money-collecting!
ka-ching!

don't you all ever forget me! hahahha.

A beautiful awakening has happened in my soul

- and everyday i'm thankful for You. and of cos ALL my sweetest friends around me.

2008-01-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

hello hello (:

i know my blog's practically rotted alright? haha.
cos my sis have been using it alot nowadays.
so i hardly get to even touch it even

still lamenting the loss of my english song downloading place.
sigh.
so if there's really anyone out there who knows anywhere you can download songs for free.
quality of cos must be somewhat like multiply one la... lol

listening to hwang jin yi's ost while typing these out.
its really lovely i tell you :D

anyws, anyone who wants to know my results for the o's?
a breakdown of the subject components for you all..

l1r5- 15, l1r4- 12
English Language- A2
Combined Humanities( ss/history)- B3
Elementary Mathematics- A2
Additional Mathematics-B3
Science( phys/chem)- A2
Chinese- B3
oral- Merit
CCA- A1

-break-ed for 10 mins.
zhi kai called me lol
dunno why nowadays ppl like forgot jiayun uses prepaid
then call super expensive luh.
LOL.
they all asked for posting advice..
im the advice guru! haahaha.
my dear issues lady also has many issues again on what choices lol.

anyw, well done,TAN XINRU AND NICHOLAS NG (:
they did unexpectedly well, nope, they were fantastic!
xr even met the cut off point for her S50!
singapore poly integrated resort and management course.
or smth like that.
then nic should be able to do his course of the hacking computers thing one lol.

IJC!

2008-01-13T16:34:00.000+08:00

hello all (:
in lectures, yours truly is always either(any of the following):
alert and studying;
sleepy and trying her bestest not to fall asleep;
drawing and having the sudden good attn span back again;

hahah. its like so bad, that i have coffee sweets stashed in the bag?
LOL.
cos when the day's lessons get long. i need my caffeine fix.

jc is real exhausting.
its been only a week of purely mass lectures
but
i want j1 and j2 to be over.
hahahha.

i've seen alot of ex deyians.
and i'm glad they kind of smile at the familiar blue uniform

woodlands sec uni is exactly the same
even down to the school tie and tie pin, sl badge
serious.
causeway point are filled with them anyw.
so trust me, i know.

im still missing my deyi pals.
im studying fine now.
tho nurul bet i'll slack
i dunno why, but studying is more interestin now

my subject combination of these 6 weeks
are h2 maths, chem and econs
h1 history.

h1 is just smth like pure topics in the deyi.
h2 are the harder ones.
alot of retainees at ijc.
not that i mind actually
cos they're good tutors for me.
:D

now i know that cca's not compulsory for first 6 weeks
so its a real sigh of relief. (:

my blog's mad. dont bother about it.
it wont display the previous post.
no matter how many times i press publish post.
LOL.

i miss multiply
and their music downloading function.
hahahah.
so my ipod's dead now.
not that i mind cos to and fro sch i've got ppl to talk to me.
(:

im upset at the mo'
i'm sorry im selfish.
but i want my plentiful smses from you.
hahah.
i'll try to cheer up (:
okay, i'm gonna hit the books back alrd.
loveya all !
XOXO.

2008-01-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

was blog-window shopping
blog reading about my beloved ex-deyians lifes.
listening to dearest by ayumi right now, shuffle mode.

most importantly, missing everyone.
all you are badly wanted ):

waiting for the sun to be a lil' better
then i'll head out off this shit hole and RUN MY ARSE OUT.

innova jc's really a total nerdsville.
LAUGH OUT LOUD.
cant wait to see what my time table'll be like.
heh.

people,
i didnt go for the first day of lectures.

even a simple thing as breathing
comes across as a heavy task when i sleep at night.
it's been ongoing for a few days now
but never that bad as last night.

its like i practically have to stand up for ease in breathing!

god, it was really bad alrights.

i wish i were in school now,
then this feeling that im missing you, and you and you and you and you and you wont be so bad.
( * and the AND YOU lasts till the end of my frens)
haha. i want my deyi buddies back.

today its only me and my music.
today everyone runs away.

i'm gonna close my eyes and maybe it'll go away.
- Platinum Blonde Life/ Gwen Stefani.

ALL YOU PEOPLES WHO SEE YOUSELVES HERE, I MISS YOU ):

a particularly LOL photo.
come to think of it. im not sure who started this one.

here's specially for you, my dearest dan dan (:

oh man. this, is us.

here's one for jasmine and timothy. (:
MEIYI where are our photos?

oh man. shits. i love you all.

sorry jingwei. heh. shit. a particular unglam shot of you luh.
at least i added you in luh.
im the nicest person in the world alrights? GRINS.
and not forgetting nicholas, muthu, and the clique AT THE BACK OF 408. never forget our lil trips to nic's house. :D
my MND pals. our hard work we've put in for earth song
the mathias, leonard yap, zhi kai, jiaqi, keith that group.
they've brought much joy in my school years.

gosh, this feels alot better. (:

2008-01-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

people, i didnt go for the first day of lectures.

even a simple thing as breathing comes across
as a heavy task when i sleep at night.
it's been ongoing for a few days now
but never that bad as last night.

its like i practically have to stand up for ease in breathing!
god, it was really bad alrights.

i wish i were in school now,
then this feeling that im missing you, and you and you and you and you and you wont be so bad.( * and the AND YOU lasts till the end of my frens)

haha. i want my deyi buddies back.

today its only me and my music.
today everyone runs away.

i'm gonna close my eyes and maybe it'll go away.
- Platinum Blonde Life/ Gwen Stefani.

2008-01-07T13:05:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello (:
ijc is like, what?, a nerdsville sia.

oh. my. god.
hahah, there're like SOOOO many guys
like the one who sits in front of me in 408.
hahaha, guess loads of people might know now.
in case you all forgotten:
THINK muthu's partner.
yups :DD

i see like a few lot of ex deyians over there at innova's.
haha. cca's is like another of my problematic issues now.
DANCE?
TRACK AND FIELD CROSS COUNTRY?
or CHEERLEADING?
i'll join modern dance, if it were less hip hop-py.
track if i have more confidence at running.
cheerleading if the attire is super cute.
hahhha. gosh, how superficial can i get.
LOL
haha, i'm kind of like super slow or something.
but really, its cos i've not touched the comp lately.
so i'm like living in a new world right now.

well, congrats my darling miss issues lady.
just try to hold on as best as you can for now.
the controversy with your 'rents will die off after awhile
well, he seems like a super nice lad enough.
GOD. YOU'RE LUCKY OKAY GIRL ? :D

tomorrow we start our lectures.
these three days of school is all orientation
i've been all slacking mode for god knows how long.
i dont even know, like, how to study right now
LOL

talking about bimbotic stuffs,
it reminds me of this cheer my ogl made up
Like, totally(stress on Totally), for sure
i even had my manicure!
the sun(pause), i swear(pause),
is bleaching on my gorgeous hair!
red, yellow, purple, blue
whats the color of my theme?
i dunno, i dont care. how shall i do my hair.
____(team name), ____, fight fight go!

haha, this cheer, with the actions, like, totally crack me up immediately. hahhaah .

2008-01-06T16:42:00.000+08:00

skipped school on thursday to go zoo (:
hahahhha

what a day.
i slept like a unglam pig on the bus back.

not really my fault much.
im sick.

then had dinner at miss clarity. (:
ate Old Macdonald Had A Farm
& some oreo/ vanilla smoothie
and had Fondue! :D

yum-
kind of reminds me of the dark chocolate accident.
super bitter luh. 80% cocoa. hahahaha.

2007-12-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
im back from CHEENA (:
the food there is either
SALTY
OILY or
VERY VERY PLAIN
loads of veggie,
loads of tough meat
LOL.
veggies there are organic
the chickens and ducks run around like mad, thus the tough muscles

haha, anyws, this group of travellers are just
my family and my relatives.
so we all fit in a small bus( 15 sitter)on the entire trip.

the pictures explain themselves (:

at butterfly park
the metal curtains remind me that during sars period,
this might be one of the reasons! hahah
cos contact is inevitable..

my papa like to grab my hand and klunk my knuckles.
PAIN! i keep scolding my papa to stop it. hahah.
im like some mistress.
my mommy jealous you know.. LAUGHS.

happy family at butterfly park (:

i poke HER. :DD the guan ying thingy..

Me, my mom, my sis

at the village (: run down run down one..

HAHA, i was posing le, then someone called my name.
i turned to look and then my sis took the shot.. LOL.

CHINA MAN!!- erm, woman ! lol
they all so rude one, sit down to rest like that
on the roadsides of beijing the last time i went there

a richer home. these people work in other countries
like Singapore etc, they they sent money home to built these houses
my mom and i

eh you smelly ducks :DD

the someone called me and i turned picture again.
this time is my sis, JIAYUN!- snap-LOL

me and the uber cute lil boy
he only listen to hainanese dialect.

he damn cute one..
his pants got one BIG SLIT
for the ease of shitting and peeing.
exposes his BOY PARTS!!
for sneak previews, follow on!
hahaha

EY! i hide from you ! LOL.

the coconut damn heavy.
im muscleful! hahaha. jkjk.

i drink drink drink! no straw.. LOL
kisses the coconut.
it just got pluck from the tree okay..
damn fresh one.

heavy, i dont want carry le..
cries and sulks.

incredible hulk.
OOOH. sound hahaha.

WHAT AM I DOING ???!!

hmm, to think of it, i think i was copying the chickens.
but my sis random shot me.

fire cracker BOOOMMMB.

kiss the chickens!

huh? basketball court? jiayun?
no link okay. hahaha.
well, it seems that china is full of these courts..
really.. even villages.. much less cities..

stop blowing la, wind!
LOL. taking a boat thru the river.
but i prefer those venice types tho.
damn romantic. hahaah.
lol, cant open my eyes..

happy happy family at the beach (:

i want to JUMP!
but lol, sand hard to jump okay?
but my sis keep snapping the wrong time
or my camera slow i think LOL.
but damn tiring one, cos the sand no friction.
very little oppose my motion, then thats why the equal and opposite force very little. hahahha. so physics. newton's 3rd law of motion.. hahaha.

sun yat sen, my history buddy!
hahaha, the KMT boy.
jiayun, jiaxin, sun, calvin, carolyn

you all still remember the specs me?
LOL.

stupid calvin, what you doing to ME ?
hahhahah.

TADAH, the one you've been waiting for!

HEH, lol
my aunt, the boy, my cousin- carolyn (:

2007-12-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

just now nanyang jc called..
LOL. anyw, watched taylor swift's teardrops on my guitar.
brillant song. love her makeup (:
and also watched her other song, Our Song.
nice too.
figures that she loves her dresses.
not that i dont.
her dresses are like, Gorgeous!! <3

her makeup like is use liquid foundation
hahaa, okay, thats pretty random,
but THAT really was the 1st thing i tot of luh.
LOL.

okayokay, signing off!
Loveya all!!
hugs and kisses,
Jiayun

2007-12-19T14:45:00.000+08:00

hello hello (:
to all those who have missed me. HAHAHA.

well, tmr i'll be leaving for HAINAN DAO, china.

and oh, i realised that my blog readers have funny views
on what i wrote on my previous post. the one on the words
i hate being used on me.
LOL luh. hahahaha.

okay, lets see. im listening to Taylor Swift's Teardrops on My Guitar.
a must download song for me. (:

some pretty random things. from a magazine.
kissing for a minute can burn like, what?, 26 calories!
super LOL facts. i mean, if thats the case, then a girl can
just kiss the whole 3 hours and take THAT as exercise?
hahaha.

alrights, a lil more of me.
i dont too many adventure camps..
sure, four times in a lifetime should be alright..
but not like every single month go once or smth.. LOL.
it sure is like really dirty and all. oooohh, EW!
hahah, thats the thing different from nurul and me.
she's like totally this outdoor person.
and for me?
shopping thrills me fine enough. hahhaa.
i have a fear of heights..
so no romantic hotair balloon dates of me.
candlelight dinners suit me more.

i prefer my silvers, not really that into gold.
one of my silly life aims is not have all the coloured gems.
you know, like rubies, emeralds, sapphires..
tho my birth stone really is the yellow topaz.
rubies are like the liquids of fire,
emeralds are like the lush green forests,
and saphhires are represent the seas.

GOD. i sound like super childish now..
like those girls who play with barbies or something..
haha.

i'd love those musical boxes where the little dolls go around.
or a totally non functionaable ballet pointe shoe.
hahhaha.

there, you've seen the little kid side of me.. hahaha.

i'll be back on christmas night from china.
i've just submitted my NANYANG JC appeal form.
cross my fingers that i'll get in..
not that i mind innova jc.
but really, if can go ny for the 1st month, why not?
i mean, i could deduct yet another 2 more points right?
hahhaa.

have to go, all (:
XOXO,
Jiayun

2007-12-13T12:09:00.000+08:00

hey all. well, the newest news is that i landed up with my
3rd choice for JC 1st month.
which is innova arts. (37A) (:
kind of pleased actually. i thought i for sure end up at, what,
srjc? then i'd be like my sis. she went sr for 3 months, see?

anyw, lifes been treating me quite alright.
its basically, books, mags, movies, home, tv, radio. LOL.

here's a little about me,
i dont really fancy being called(in random order)
a) stupid. dont ask why, its almost like calling a girl a bimbo
b) fat. oh god, thats ONE WORD that i feel can have an impact
on me. LOL. noone has called me one but god, its still one of the
world's most insulting words to use.
c) rich. cos really, im not. period.
d) high reaction to the word " twit". LOLOL. those who know me understand.

ahahhaa. anyw, not that i like being called skinny or damn clever or whatever cos that'll be kind of lying wont it? LOL.

anyway, here's a blog for girls who wanna shop for clothes. (:
cheap, really. and the blog looks really colourful and pretty.
so enticing to buy luh.
http://shopp-ing.blogspot.com/

this isnt bad either (:
http://princesscloset1.blogspot.com/
yup, okay.
one more week of enjoying me time.
the last week, which is 20 to 26th dec
i have to go hainan dao, china.
oh well, christmas, when will i spend it with my friends lor.
):

okay then ciao all!
XOXO (:
free hugs huh.. hahha.
well, not that im sure how many i've hugged in these two years.
all thanks to my beloved Superteens camp.
hhahaha. i've resourced a few times too.
and including my own camp, thats an effing lot.
LOL.

2007-12-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

hello hello ((:

alright now. its pretty bad having to rot all day at home.
sigh. i want to go back to school so im like less caged or something.
honestly, everyone's so busy nowadays i seriously starting to feel
like i lost my frens or something. oh man. ):

listening to stacie orrico's new album. hmm, its okay i guess.
different sounds but still definitely her.
LOL.
im totally bored of my ipod inside de songs le.
CONFESSION: i havent been listening much to 987.
hahah. cos i dont study so there's no need for company.
anyw, i'm trying to change back okay.. hahah
but when i turn the radio on, the same songs are still on
so i guess thats not really cheating much huh. LOL

watched The Tattooist with jingwei
my first nc16. we went to the vivo cinema.
the movie is nice (: something different i guess.
but the good still reigns tho. oh well.
a few scenes of ole S'pore too.

watched The Golden Compass ystd night
at the Cathay cineplex. my first time there tho.
the place is good for window shopping.
hahah, its bad for the wallet, see?
the movie's plot is great.
lousy ending. they should outfront say that its series or chronicles or smth like that. disappointing ending luh.
and the think the witches arent witches, more fairies or smth.
ahhaah.

saw an ad for the upcoming movie, i think its called 27 Dresses or smth like that? i think its nice nice (: chick flick caution tho.
producers are the same as The Devil Wears Prada.
my favourite sort of books. hahaha.

alright. i have to go now. ciaos XD

2007-11-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

im back, 2nd post today. finishing romantic princess soon.
last ep.

anyw, i was looking at some blog shops.
saw like alot of nice and cheap clothes.
sigh.

this reminds me.
ystd at the birthday dinner for the 4 bday ppls,
they say what i like so much money,
can so busy count the money
and what helicopter de.
OH WELL. was abit disappointed that they said that actually.

back to the topic, even if i saw alot of clothes
i still would need the money to buy them
sigh. is not i dont wanna look for job luh
is noone like recommend, my mom only look for my sis too
then even if i saw any,
there'd be my frens taking it.
i would give it to them actually.
they really wanted it what..
sigh..
okay, hope you all understand when you see these post lor

cheerios (:
loved my presents anyw.
from kevan(heels), my sis( robinson notebook, inside all blank one, the cover too ), nurul- jeremy- andy ( bag), mir( flower glass), jingwei ( pierre cardin wallet with its sweet suprise inside.) calintz(bear)
50 for prom spending by donna, 50 bucks again by my mom for xmas + birthday spending.

thanks again everyone :D

2007-11-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

hello all (:
im watching romantic princess.
around the mid of episode eight.
its the part where they found this new girl
hate her attitude. not even a lil fazed about her new found status
like so attitude sia. hahah.
dunno is she where steal the ring, tattoo the heart shaped thing.
haha. dont care la. watch first then see.
she'd like some faker that they arranged. or smth like that
hahah.

oh well, here are some of the pictures that i didnt upload.
from prom and the ice skating celebration of my birthday on monday
haha, they are so sweet to plan all these luh.
a big suprise. but honestly, they're really mad me absolutely CRAZY
just by needing those details they refused me.
LOL.

jiayun and jonathan toh!

this is taken at the home trip after prom

mir, ME, nurul, jere, andy

mir, andy, ME

jere, mir, ME, nurul

Me, nurul, mir

haha, the crossed legs photo
here are leonard, me, jingwei, andy yong

PRETTY! ahah, so clear huh.
me and nurul (prom- train back)

top: nurul, me, lou
below, andy

nurul, leonard long, me, jasmine thian

me, and mer!

nurul, tan hong kwang and me

johnson sam and me

me, mr johari (:, and skandan babe.

nurul, me and james

nurul and me

some random photo
bihui take one. at her place we ran on the treadmill

me and mw

meiwei, su lao shi, melody, me
dance dance baby!

2007-11-25T13:25:00.000+08:00

hey all, ystd's my birthday XD
hahah.

anyw, a short post only.
cos there wasnt anything much that happened on my birthday
wanna thank:
by order of time-
leonard, robin tan, jingwei
andy yong, jasmine thian, chunming
sean, anhui, calintz, meiyi
the top ten (:

kenneth lim, nurul, kevan, ali
hweeen,fiona, annabel, jeremy
alvin, glande, rongji, juitwen
melody, shah, annabelle, honhey
junxiong, mengchin

that smsed me their birthday wishes.

yurong, titus, charles, shawn, yesheng, valerie,
timothy, mervyn, stanley, kinoshi
that wrote me birthday comment on frenster!

and lastly, yufeng (: on my blog. hahaha.
anyw. someone who's visiting my immediate neighbour shouing happy birthday. hahaha. to me too, perhaps?
LOL.

oh and, jianwei, jiaqi too (: on msn. hahah.

2007-11-21T16:08:00.000+08:00

hahaha hello all!
sorry i know alot of you are waiting for my prom post
there was this time i was posted
but the internet connection was bad and it cut me off
oh well

hahah

anyw, prom was GOOD (:
the sec three sls are superb! thanks guys! XD
im impressed!

hahaha. prom that say xinru and jingwei came my place for prom prep
hahaha. xinru and me took turns with her hair straightener
hahah. it was loads of fun playing with it!

then jingwei put contacts can put A LOONNGG time one luh.
LOL! i wore my free pair of brown contacts (:
hahah.

hahaha, i've got alot of versions on how i looked on prom night
hahaha, overall they said it was nice

but actually i kind of felt inferior actually when i first stepped in
my gosh everyone looked so good
that they could almost walk the runway
thats ALOT, i mean, coming from me
fashion consultant tan jiayun (:
LOL.
but really, i help a few people okay.
corsby got ask me, jingwei, nurul, andy..
andy is yong.
hahha, the tan one abit damn sensitive to that andy word
ya i know it's his name, but since the time i know him
i cant help but to correct myself when i need to use the word andy now..
hahaha.

anyw, my prom KING is SHAH (:
havent got my photos from him yet. so when i do i'll upload it
and the QUEENIE is liyana.
she and her gorgeous dress.
oh my.. haha.

anyw. went home with nurul andy lina, lou, skandan jingwei jere.
jingwei sent me home
anyw
for photos (:

me hweeen jiawei (chem lab buddies! )

me and jingwei

me, keith, hweeen

me, titus ( he must catch then can take photo one!)

mr hiew and me ( haha, that cher who didnt wanna teach me)

me and wenlue (i know about your ABC okay? hahha)

marcus and me-taken rather last min
( my super random fren)

me and skandan ( skandiwawa. LOL)

nurul and me (my bestie now and forever!)

audrey jasmine and me

andy and me ( this is tan okay? he- omg, faints)

jen, xinru, me (pretty $5 dresses galor-by them luh, not me.)

others.

these are prom shopping outing pictures

2007-11-12T14:22:00.000+08:00

to people who wanna leave a tag
just wait awhile, the box will load itself after awhile,
you'll know when some music starts

okay, i know its been ages since i last post
and yeah, im guilty of it
im online but im so busy dl-ing songs thats why
i hardly have the time to post on here

hahha.

anyw, prom's up and coming.
will try to get you all as many snap shots as possible
it'll be everyone's 1st prom.
all around singapore, many sec 4 and 5s are
KACHINGING some money for singapore's economy
next will be the a level peeps.

hahaha. but of cos there'll some who chose not to go
but i'll say prom's on everyone's mind and lips now.
or rather ALMOST everyone yeah?

o's over and im still doing some maths sometime
i dont wanna forget all and flunk my promo exams
IF IM GOING JC THAT IS.
but ya, i know im going for the 1st month.
whatevr. NOONE's coming with me
craps. i'd hate to enter a new school to find stupid
you know? damnit.

there'll so many new albums out now.
fantastic too.
there's vanessa carlton? corrine may?
mathchbox 20, boys like girls. britney spears.
paramore. the secret ost. the sugarbabes.
lovely i tell you..

my ipod's like getting super undecisive
alright alright, its me okay?
im blaming it on my ipod. damnit
how could i be so MEAN. hahs.
forget it.

oh i have to leave home in awhile.
so i have to go now yeah?
LOVE YOU..
jiayun (:

2007-10-18T20:22:00.000+08:00

haha, i'm not going to post everything cos i know it'll lag.

okay here's some first.

hweeen skandan and me.

omg, can you believe this ?
they actually kissed . haha
kohwei was mass wiping his mouth luh afterwards

US !

jasmine sister! and me.
love ya loads!

me, shengwen and nurul

this is TRUE multi racial okay .
maybe they'd use this as racial harmony picture?
LOL

god, my issues lady !
hahah, if anyone's got issues, its gotta be her people !

LAY-DEES~ (screams)

shah and me.
damn comical!! my waver makes me laugh.

hweehwee, and rainer
this picture was taken in a rush..

other sec fivers
this picture, tsk tsk damn bad huh.
everyone looks.. not nice
aint they not tall ?
haha, is actually i cheated la,
i confess okay ?

wenlue.
hahah, he also very funny luh.
the way he talks make me laugh.
he's from my primary school.
he keep emphasising that, ya i know.
haha

okay. so here are the photos i promised.

practical was bad ):
i dont wanna talk about it anyw.
all i will say is that i've should have trusted my gut feel.

jingwei and sean luh, they all dunno disappear where
my stuff were with him
make me run here run there
like some mad woman, screaming away.
weekiat also very funny, he walk walk then suddenly stop.
ask if i can keep his stuff for him.
LOL.
shy guy huh.

okay ciaos. i wanna mug now !

my lovely ladies that i MISS .
go out tgt okay ?

johnson. sigh. LOL

BEVIS! and jasmine.

2007-10-16T08:56:00.000+08:00

hello (:
have alot alot of pictures to post !

LOL. grad ceremony was GREAT ! took pictures with loads
of people tho there were many i didnt had the chance too.

really glad our little sec two group got tgt for one photo !
(:

anyw, o's in pretty much a week left.
freak it, OKAY

and yeah, the photos i shant upload YET cos im using nurul's
comp and i shant lag it! LOL

really fearful if i cant make it to jc or whatever .
cos im like gonna have to do well.
the rest of the family are like what, vj, aj, rj .
oh god .
if i tell them i go some loser jc then how ?
SIGH .

its breaking me anyw .

whats this stress i really dont get this power struggle.
damn.

oh, and i want my syf dvd already luh.
only mine's like forever fated to be wrong or sth .

still havent got my photos from wenlue, hiroshi tho.
those unreachable people ?
LOL .
see how get luh.
hahha.

2007-09-21T08:15:00.000+08:00

i dont know where the hell did my other box that contains my tagboard and my profile, links all disappera too.
OH MY GOD, im sorry !!

i didnt use the comp for two whole weeks already.
now at nurul's home using. yup.

ystd was my first combined sci practical.
hahah, i didnt use anything from the retort stand
dont understand the question honestly,
but miracally, the tcher said mine quite accurate.
hhahha/ GOOD LUH

prelims are now over, and lifes going to be a worse STRUGGLE
from now to one months time.
oh well.

parents are overseas again.
for functions or dinners or whatever.

i want them right back. now..

LOL.

i love sub science.
freaking easy.
but i hope i can get good now la.

the day before,
we went glande house MONOPOLY.
jy's the philantrophist here okay ?
hhaha.
i throw one hundred k to help close bankrupt accounts.
im the only one never tio.
the bankruptcy accs are our calculators!
LOL huh.
i love my fav nassim road.
cheerios.
im going to find my tagboard and BRING ME TO LIFE.
hhahah. it screaming that to me.

2007-09-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

just now, i watched a movie, called Peaceful Warrior
damn nice :DD

its about a gymnast who shattered his leg
but still continued to be the undo-able

yup, today i studied HISTORY (:
cant really seem to find the concentration
damn angry with myself ):

oh well, here the photos that i promised in the morning.

Me, hweeen and sean :DD
all these are up on my frenster already!

Cougars UNITE (:

yup, another three COUGAR picture!
two runners and one who doesnt really go for events.
hahaha, its me and sean who run everyyear since 2004
and hweeen, she wears her devotion for cougar only
at home.

why's sean not smiling with us?
beats me anyw , lol

lunch makers !
im the prepare-ER, hweeen's the cooker
and xin ru's the talker. haha.
she was on the line with zhongsheng, her band junior
eh, at least im useful okay? i dont cook (:

but anyw, i cooked two bowls of noodles for SEAN CHEW
and in exchange, he's to teach me ..
teach me what? until i master already then i tell you.
heh.

Hint? okay, heres the clue:
hweeen now plays the guitar, sean's the teacher, nic plays guitar

so guess what im learning?
LOL.

all these were in nicholas home!
our favourite food place.

our lunch that you saw was, pasta(carbonara sauce)
and whatever drink!
and nicholas ng cooked his EGG!
his what i'll call his specialty !
YUM , he put milk inside his egg *

tmr i'll be taking my prelim english,
but they dunno say what maybe not using that mark
oh well ):
meeting nurul farihin and maybe andy ?
my chiongster mateys!

2007-09-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

hello all, see hweeen blog for some photos.. maybe i upload later.
now i just want to chiong comp finish early and not get caught!
LOL

my dad went to the VIL LAGE restaurant, old marche over at heeren shops for business dinner
he bloodly spent almost TWO K on thirty nine people!
OMG.. hahaha. thats alot of money man
but, hahaha, he can claim from company
i love my dad and mom (:

2007-08-31T14:41:00.000+08:00

hello hello. no post. just uploading some pictures(:

arts fiesta (: my beloved student leaders with ME :DD

thats me with JASMINE THIAN
at the fourth floor outside art room there
i was on pointes, but Meiyi never take the feet ):
LOL. and jasmine so comical,
ahh. cute hor, both of us?
the obvious Difference In Height?

art students buck up :DD JIAYOU!
and dnt students, i hope you all finished
or at least nearing finished struggling?
haha, sleepless nights man.
i one night never sleep already sick until like this.
what about you all??

and yeah, i went home after paper one of my english prelims.
dunno if they allow me retake, should be, right?
Nurul Farihin was super nice to bring me down to sickbay
Loveya, chiongster matey !!

oh, and Gazette is driving me mad
their lyrics are fantastic!
and their songs are like buzzing around in my head.
hahhaah.

i feel so jialat now ):
i want to SLEEP.
but even sleeping is so difficult, i keep waking up !
BOTHERS.

2007-08-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

hello all, im sorry for being so lazy to post ):
but nowadays its all the same, mugging..
sleeping so little and yet im not like tired twentyfour seven
tomorrow's going to be a long day..
first study, then at night SHOULD BE going church with
timothy and zheng kai, I THINK .
nothing's up yet tho . oh, those procrastinators!!
PROM's at sixteen's nov.
saving money!
not too sure about the class thing..
my peeps are like "dunno going ?" state of mind
its the time to relax and meet up after holing up at home what
but of cos its expensive.. oh well
i know for sure that im going to miss those who are not going.
haha, lucky the prom's not competive in getting dates.
like those in the movies. or else, i think i'd have to probably
cry at home bcos no guy asked me out that day.
LOL ..
getting really hungry!
didnt have anything much since last night
i want my meal!!

2007-08-14T19:24:00.000+08:00

muggle !!
hahha . FYI, people, three more weeks to sept hols..
when ended, is the prelims!
then two weeks after that, is o levels !
oh my GOD lor ..
hais . mt results really is the wake up call sia .
anyway, as sean chew lieks to put it,
STRUGGLE!

aiyo .
how man .
hahaha , now very lil guitar sounds in class )):
everyone's mugging .
WOW .
anyway, i've got a b3 with merit .
so ya, im retaking .
WE, THE PROCRASTINATING MUGGERS .
BEWARE !!

oh well, lets hope, i'll get a a2 for chinese okayokay ?
sorry that i hardly post anymore .
lifes kind of predictable , so yeah ..

2007-07-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

hello everybody .
i love earth song !
hahaha, anyway, i've stepped down yeah ):

life's been a lil stressful already .
omg ..

leadership handover coming soon ..
and alot of my beloved frens will step down from their posts )):

sean's crazy over his new song that he created .
untitled now but shall update when he gets it out ok?

nicholas ng's learning the guitar..
he very good you know !
awhile jiu learn abit le ..
he play makes him look very kind and sensitive .
so heart warming .. like when he and his bro tgt also like that .

today at mt period i stood at the study corner ..
look at the classrooms with the rain .
with cheukni, meiyi and jasmine thian ..
all 206'05 . hahaha , love them to bits .
then until the end of period then 501 ppl realise
that we've been looking at them .
loads of sleepers in lower sec, tsk tsk ..

then the 501 ppl and us keep laughing

took class photos ..
see sean blog .
i lazy upload. heh .

today is GLANDE and CINDY K's birthday ..
and titus today lasugh at e take photo .
lol! very long never talk .
but yeah.. i've been busy too anyw .

hweeen drew my ankle today .
hahah . i like it actually ..

a maths paper is killer .
i need to restudy and i've got no time .
damn it .
damn it all

take care ppl ok ?
God bless (:

2007-07-14T00:10:00.000+08:00

hi all .
im online, but nothing much to say anyway .
so yeah ..

i love earth song !!
hahha, and there'd never be any dance quite like it anymore now ):

im having my o level orals on monday . then its chiong!! to guess what ?
SAJC !!

wowie . i'm gonna take every chance to be on THAT stage ..
dance night's gonna be nerve wrecking ..
but i know for sure that finale's gonna be A HIT .
loving it already and its not like there's everyone ready ..
people who wanna watch the actual SYF . buy sistic tix for july 20 ok?

yeah ..

2007-07-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

ME, meiwei, melody

dance poses(:

us

me and meiwei

the many of us with wang lao shi

us with david(the tall and taller)

songen

zhikai zhuxi

yuanyih

honhey

and lastly, all of us. i love you guys(:

x click for enlarged
and ppl, yeah, im still in mnd ..
XD

my faith in God have increased
but my mother tongue oral? flunked it ppl..

2007-06-21T01:01:00.000+08:00

hey all.. i know what you're all here for .
i've got NO VALID REASON ok?
im sorry .. but i loved and i still dance(MND)

anyway, im upset, for sure ..
but i'll manage ..

i dont know why it got so bad
but i'm just left with the hope and my desperate prayer

the extend of my love for dance maybe not all can understand
but i must say that i really want things to go by ok tml.

it was smth that i belonged to
and smth that i was proud of

just thankful that i got the chance to do my SYF'o7
and got my cert of gold with honors(:

i do want to do my arts fiesta
cos this is like the only time
my parents can see my on stage .

they didnt make it for my fountain of creativity ):
and i didnt do any other performances.
thats why i was estatic when i could do the syf..

all i know is that, if tml's bad, i'll
go on with life.
study even harder to get into a good jc
then join dance again..

this means i've got no more cca points am i right ?

today, i feel the pits..

oh yeah, i'm down with fever too
but not many know, so i'll just go on with mnd tml 1st..

see how luh .. leave it to Him , it's His decision
i trust Him as much as i love Him.

im tired, forgotten how to be sad again..

2007-06-19T16:38:00.000+08:00

hello all .
lil ms millionaire speaking .
LOLS.

but its true ..
kind of sad actually .. if you all knew my story .
i LOVE GOD for all the changes he made
before i started out living and breathing .

hais .
anyway, its been a crazy ride this week.

i miss a few people too .
LOLS .

anyway, superteens june 07 was great .
a couple of emo stories ..
but i wouldnt say its the best camp .
this time's at paramount .

o levels in 3 months time people !!
but i dare say our school ppl
havent been studying serious yet ..
hahah .

* i've always known nothing of a luxurious life .
but to be given the news now .
its abit shocking .
ppl who's close to me know that im not rich AT ALL >
one year allowance only not more than 600 bucks ..
but really, i thank alot of ppl .

ystd i dropped 3 tears.. its been f-ing long
since i last did that ..

sec four life's been crazy actually ..
alot of news of my adoption truths . and this ?
love's in and out ..
frens increased ..
studies went up..
family bond went up too .
cca's been great . Gold with honors
beat THAT !!
we're the only neighbor hood sch anyway, for gold and g-w-h..

i've been trying to cramp up all my free time nowadays .
so i do not have time think too much.
i love my family and friends !
they're more than great, they're fantastic !

i think i'm too blessed ..
and im thankful .

2007-06-08T08:43:00.000+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=jcg-RBEVNkY&mode=related&search=
okok peopls, PEACE !!
i therefore graciouslyFORGIVE THEM alright ?
hahaha .

but really, people who considered in my BAD list
are sure lucky .
no violent or verbal abuse ..
just probably die from my thought wavelengths .
HAH ! its coming so strongly against them that
may not know whats really happened .

oh, im dl-ing songs from multiply accounts .
really great source for music .
since im only looking for english songs,
it makes it ALOT easier to find .

anyw, these few days have been crazy .
whats with the LAO SAI phenomenon(whatever you spell that)
seriously, ALOT of people are like probably having
problems dueling battles with pain .
HAH . melodramatic me again .lols-

but really ! everyone's like having stomache aches
everywhere ! lol, me too actually. last night.
cant even stand like properly ?
must bend to clutch my stomach .
LOL .

2007-06-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

ok .
some people at my park now made my mood totally vicious.

you see, my sis and i were running around the estate,
and this girl and 3 other guys were blocking the damned road .
and when i cut around them to continure my run, they laughed
and shouted FUCK YOU .

honestly, how loser can they get ?
come on, its a private estate here .
can they at least get some act on and be more gracious ?

their lower sec peeps and obviously from a neighbourhood sch .
HELLO?
im one too !! you think i will scared you bitches
who cant run ?
only guys who are really got no stamina CANT RUN

seriously, they are poor bcos they ahve to come visit
their frens to even step on estate ground .

and guys with no stamina are unf-able .
they've got no strength remember ?
so even if you've go to scream your arse out
for some help in THAT department .
HAH!
im so much hotter than you'd ever be,
ao of cos i understand that your jealous.
watch your ass sizzle
whenever you try your best at the gym!
cos you cant make it and you know it .

anyw, they are now at my park there sitting .
waiting for the girl to finish frenching her guy .
oh please .. in front of some kids running around
the playground ???
HUH !!!
get a life !

hell yeah, im better now !
hah! just needed to vent .
so thanks for listening in XD

bythe way, my sis said they are amk-sians .

oh no, i shan't be abgry over them
such a waste of precious time .
bye all, im off to re-watch the rerun of
so you think you can dance !
it makes me happy !

2007-06-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

today i slept little,
talked ALOT .
laughed alot too .

i feel loads better now .
yays~
HAHAH

today i went to my mac's breakfast late .
hahah .
noramlly i'm always the early one ok .

then i went to chem practical .
cheam's slightly unwell today .
did titration super fast today

sat outside the multipurpose room
FIRST time hear liang chi call my name.
hahahha .
then timo, hweeen, moo2 and me just slacked.
nowhere to go ma.

then mrs ramesh made us go opposite buy her kopi-po
LOLS-

went english remedial even tho we were unwilling at first .
hhahaha , cos we know nothing about picture discussion.
felt like sleeping .
but laughed whenever the guys mention sexy about EVERYTHING
a pack of sexy wolves....
okok, it's all mr teh kaizhong's fault over here .
laughs .
he infected us .

then it rained after english so we sat at the foyer.
while nicholas went to amk hub buy our instant noodles.

we cooked 16 packets!
that means average, each of us had 2 packets to our own!!
our lunch costed us 70 cents each luh .
hahaha , so economical huh.
then hweeen, being the expert,
scooped up all our noodles for us.
using the longer than percussion stick de chopstick
in the two very large pots .
very tiring, xing ku hwee hwee (:

then n bing xian's lil bro NG JUN MING
very cute, made me laughed like mad this noon.
he dragged us to one corner and said STNAD THERE .
everyone tio lor.
all 7 of us.
hahhah .
then he play nicholas phone also super cute.
need take all the things, he jump over,
then he'd run back and jump off the cliff, then HE DIE !!
LOLS-

brian(his english name) calls nicholas: ng bing xian
hahha, full chinese name la .
at first we also dunno what he yelling
until nicholas told us .
hahaha , then we laughed our heads off .

and also, he loves any word starting with C
hahhah . i was telling titus,
should i just teach him the word CASSIS .
since thats the first word that came to my mind
(besides cat..LOL)

then he told me that
'cassis is a strong sweet alcoholic drink made with blackcurrants..Lol'
then i was like, hahah, i teavh him by buying one let him drink

then he also ultra flexible,
kaizhong tot he noob,
challenge hime.
until he brought his both feet ontop his head
kaizhong gave that look thats so HILARIOUS .

the guys were busy O2 JAM-ming
all the way, and you should look at the way
kaizhong plays .
sia la, pro lor.
no mistake one,
then it looked like raining lightning!
the speed super fast!

nicholas cook de egg is nice! XD
i love the way he take cares of his bro .
its so heart warming .
no wonder sean would love nicholas as his gay wife .
laughs .
nicholas bro is such an adorable kid !! (:

okok, time for youtube !!
bye all .
i slept really early int he morning today
talking to titus about AFI videos .
HAHAHA .

2007-05-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

one word
EMO!!!

hahah , yeah, couldnt get myself to cheer up .
its been a really weird day today
its been like SUPER long since i was last like this ?

nono, i dont wanna talk about this.

i'll live , hahaha .
i feel that i've get too much of my personal tots
flow too directly .
which makes it worse .

oh well .
i'll just hope we'll stay the same huh .

all of you people,
thanks for being here !!
woohoo, love ya all .

what a holiday =x

2007-05-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

today was chinese paper /
i'd say its an interesting paper .
hahah .
today i realised that what hwee en said was true .
alot of sec 5 not talking chinese .
our new sitting arrangement is eally nice too .
a different view for a change .
hahhah .

today after school, it was just hwee en and me .
we went to tan tock seng hospital .
visit her mommy .
her parents are really cute luh .
keep asking her to go home .
er ren shi jie XD
we had dessert .
tat girl sure can eat .
LOLS -
one cheese prata sauggage( whatever you spell that)
a bag of grapes,
dessert,
7 pieces of sushi .
hahahhah .

at cold storage, it was UBER cold .
hahah .
felt like my nose was about to drop off or smth .
talked to teetoos today for maybe the most time EVER .
hahahha .
dunno why he reply back very fast today .
jihao, siwai, alvin messaged me to wish me lucks for the paper.

it was easy.... but tricky .
and some questions nth much to write too .
hahah .
finished both papera quite early.
look look to left, right, back .
hahahh .

laughed with the ppl who looked back at the same time too .
exams sure are interesting .
LOLS -

today after visiting hweeen;s mom
i took the right bus from the wrong side .
hahaha . i was messaging titus saying i was on the bus .
then i lagged .
i looked out and
OH THE FCUKINH SHIT .

wrong side !!!!!!!!!!
hahahah . got down and had to repay too .
=x

okay then .
i've got my lyrics from titus today .
so i'm going to concentrate on avril now !!
bye all!

2007-05-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

hahaha .
this few days have been really fast .
zooom ! then no more liao .
hais .
chinese is coming up!!
JYJY !! (read: jiayun jiayou )
hahhaahhah .
im such a self centred pig .
sorry luh ....
LOLS .

lucks to all of you then ...
i shall continue my honorable name .
of being titled Ms Nice.
heh .

anyway, i've got minutes to midnight
and the best damn thing .
delirous is all i can say .
love loads new songs .
and rock is getting into me.
who's the guilty party or parties
would you please stand up plese stand up .
LOLS.

life's crazy as it always was ..
my tarot reading suck
just suck ok ?
hahaha .
apparently, i'll have to relax myself for the upcoming o's.
and i'll like someone but slowly distant myself from frens .
and i'll face difficulties in life and i'll be upset by them
oh no ... not AGAIN .
i hate it, hate IT !!! hhahaha .

i've been online nowdays everynight .
VERY late .
hahahah .
talk to teetoo-s ( XD ),
use frenster and upload news songs too .
realise a couple of new stuff( mostly random stuff)
and talking to juat any other fren that i know .
realise that i've got loads of frens .
and i'm loving life now that im laughing every min of the day .

i'll try to protect myself from the possible harm from the tarot cards .
it seriously made my emo luh .
hahahha .
take care all!
if you love me, i'll love you too .
but since you came here to see my blog .
that means you care too .
ahahhahah .
love and be loved,
my philosphy of life .
oh no, wait . its love .. not life
hahah .

2007-05-22T18:19:00.000+08:00

hello !!
it;s okay already la .
i think...
hais .
anyw, today had the ss workshop thing .
angela chew's part was ok la.
till it came to maggie chua ah, then it was like ppl
start making noises .
hahah
SEC FOUR E-ERS:
next tuesday got ss mass lecture!
8.30 , one half hour.SIAN ...........

LOLS . today deyi idol was boring .
knew none of the songs except for when you believe.
why they all sing oldie one ???
then got this girl twice hilary duff =x
love duff sia . super fan ..
good what .
like me loves my avril lavigne..

i think deyi star must be only for choir mmbrs
HAH .
ok, thats all .
today i smiled at random ppl who writes frenster
comments for me.. hhaha .
twice at diff ppl .
LOLS .
take care all !

2007-05-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah, its my fault, my fault ok ?

I'M SORRY MEIYI ..
I KNOW I OUGHT TO DIE !!
but i really didnt know ..

i dunno what ever else to say .
but dont get upset with me .
you're my good good friend !!

please please forgive me alrights ?
i dont want this to disrupt our frenship !!

and shuwen scolding is darn scary ..
i dont like all this ..
i'm sorry meiyi .
i should have known ......

2007-05-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

okay . i'm bored .
i'm using the computer at the time when others
are not even around !!
how boring is that ?

i've just infra-ed my photos .
so wait up a lil while more huh ?
hahahha .

i've recently bought a new cross
for me to wear on neck .
i'll go get it blessed next sat !! yay !

actually i made a new promise to God to
go to church every week .
i'll try to do just that huh .

since i've got nothing to do right now
i'll take the time to blog .

today's the start of chinese intensive.
and i must say i bores me ALOT >
oh fine.
i even had to resort to going to the art room !!
LOLS .
it's my 1st trip in there .
and i msut say thats rather fascinating .
like a different whole entirely on its own .

oh, and i met meiyi's B for 3 times today .
all caught when i'm alone!!
hahah .
he said he didnt know that even i knew ...

yeahs .

and while in the process of fantically looking
for stupid andy yong,
i had to bump into zheng kai and wee kiat .
both carrying plates
and i was like,
eh, you got see andy, you got see andy ?

OH MY GOD .
how much else more do i have to embarrased myself ?
sigh.
so i took the meant voyage home super early today .
so thats why i'm here .

2007-05-19T00:50:00.000+08:00

hihi ((:
im online now !! late, but still ...
hahhah .
anyw, have you all heard the paris hitlton commercial on 987 ?
hilarious , i think you ...
hahah .
woman: i think she shouldnt face up to the consequences... and alot and alot of i think i think. "
< a moment of silence.. >

man: i think she's hot .

LOLS .
guys will be guys huhhs .

2007-05-18T17:47:00.000+08:00

hi all !!
today i went to clarke quay with NURUL !!
hahaha .

we took alot of photos .
but you have to wait to see them .
cos i'll have to infra over to andy
then he took in his computer to send me online .
=x im sorry my phones not real good ok ?
i apologise !! ((:
what a route ...

HAHAHA .

anyw, hwee en didnt come school today !
wow . no, i aint surprised over here ..
LOLS .

david owes me the avril disc !
so if you see this, DAVID,
you better take some actions huh. XP

and lately i've been seeing andy's fren EVERYWHERE !!
hahah .
and oh yeah, andy ?
nurul says i DO NOT owe your any bday presents k,
you cheater ..
i'm one of those with nurul one lor !!
she say la .
so i've got to pay SKANDAN !!!
yeah .

and oh yeah, i alighted at yio chu kang la .
after my trip to clarke quay .
i saw WEIJIE boarding .
and soon soon, real soon ..
i saw jing hao coming up the escalator !!
hahah .
long time never see him already .
eh wait .
i did !!
in one of the days i went to yck stadium run .
yeah .. i rmb . he wore this RED BLACK STRIPE SHIRT .
how could i not remember ????
LOLS .

then i messaged nurul .
then she says that she saw AH CHIA !!
hahaha .

anyw, we were saying that all track captains
are from FOUR EIGHT !!
LOLS .
from ZI RONG to DALTON to SEAN !!
hahahh .
okay enough of my crapping .

*Jiayun .
i hardly use mayuko saionji now .
cos i'm loving JIAYUN this name !!
ahhaha .
yun means musical rhythm and charm :DD
jia doesnt mean anything significant
cos my dad side all the names of my
generation de ppl are all JIA sth .
so yeah !!!
love ya all !

now i'm on a plan .
nope, not a phone plan .
that'll only happen when i get FOURTEEN for o's ....
but i'm on a saving money plan .

have to splurge on presents

2007-05-17T15:44:00.000+08:00

hey all .
i apologise for the long never post thing .
BLOGGER was crazy . din allow me to post even tho
i could come online ..

hell, yeah .

anyways, exams was madness .
it gets real cold when it rains like alot ?
and the hall wanst me want to do well .
i guess .
ahahas .

lots of stuffs happenend .
i've been a real good girl by coming home early everyday okay ((:
yay, a pat for ME !!

i'm loving my ipod de songs ((:
hahah .
now i'm waiting for jasmine to send me some photos and songs !!

and..
my mouse comes from deyi .
and it braved the SUPER strong rain with me today .

anyway, dropping to combined sciences was good .
i did well, i guess .
not fantastically as phy ans chem aint my bestest .
i really want to go back to time and take up bio .
hahha .

anyway, interhouse games were crap . didnt happen /
instead we watched a really great movie .
dunno what name .
but its based on a true b-ball story .
yups .

oh and yeah, i passed all .
LOADS better than my term 1 where i on;y passed 2 .
and its after a mistake .
so originally i only passed one subj in term one la .
when i was still taking pure sciences .
:DD

and i guess thats all !
see ya all again !
GRINS*

2007-05-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

ok . for all who loves my blog :DDD
we've got GOLD WITH HONORS .
which by now is stale news .
but im still glad .

i'm missing my comp ...
im using illegally now !

post picture 1st..
today go towning around with nurul !
so long never after sch go out already .
like i always do last year .
i SPLURGED ....
haha . i bought one ESPRIT book
and one white hand bag !
ooh . what a intellectual combi..

old new year pictures .

my mommy and me !!

thats all i can think of now .
gotta go !
lucks for midyears !
ilove earth song !!

2007-04-06T02:10:00.000+08:00

this is my tribute to my all time fav artiste!
AVRIL LAVIGNE !!

last time was RED and BLACK.
but now, it toned down after her marriage .

Avril: Her Image Then

oh yeah, do you all know that her "Let Go"
CD, was my first ever album? gee (:

Avril Now . Hot Hot Hot!!!

her hair's famously straight !!
this one's kinda pretty.

My first time seeing her hair tied up !
(besides her Girlfriend video with her fringe up)

HER Happy Ending

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-jksiEEITo&NR=1
this website to go to catch Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend ('Uncensored') !
its really mean and bitchy, but.. who cares ? Hah!
note: there's mother fucking princess !
not the average one and only princess!

2007-04-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

tell me boy now wont that me sweet, (sweet escape) (:
woohoo, yeehoo

CROSS COUNTRY !
hell, this was one toughie run !!
BUT! flash point; HELIOS WIN OVERALL !!!
yays :DDDDD
abit unexpected tho .
i really tot hercules will win you know ...
(psss: si panther ! hah! )
hahas, no lahs, i not so mean !
but helios mostly is sports day winners
bcos is short distance ma . so yeah

anw, took 2 pictures with school camera
and a few with andy's phone .
me, Nurul, Mir, Priscilla, Muthu, Andy
drink TWENTY ONE cups of milo !
hahah. every house also got so we take turns !

i turned out 5th inspite of walking !
haha, nurul didnt walk know ! hmmmms, i very jialat .
realised that if you run with your body tilted forward
you'll find that its easier .
and dont look down !
pain also must endure !
haha, i think of bevis when i mention ENDURE !

that time benjamin, victor, yeefung and me
throw the super hard paper ball at him .
then he keep shouting at the sch carpark
"ENDURE ENDURE ! NCC !"

ok, bishan park is real long .
i think it's seriously longer than 3.2 km !
i sweat like ALOT ? so changed into old dance tee .
my left feet is BLISTER-ingly pain .
like that syf how ?
hmmms . hope it heals in time ?

today heard girlfriend playing on koh wei phone .
he was going some where(clue: without melody, that is)
then i actually didnt see who is it de,
then i heard avril's voice .
turned, then EH ? all the while he's only
like three steps away behind me ?
hahah .

ithink it's a super long post already .
post picture !

see? all houses ! =x

oh yeah, my WHOLE BIG NAME announced over the pa system .
hahah . i was like, EH ? why that name so familiar ?
LOLS -

Nurul And Me! - sweet PARTNERS ??

SWEATY me after my run..

All the girls stepping out for a public affair !
lets right, lets rock, cos the party dont stop

2007-04-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

just spotted this picture of my received files .
its drawn by jasmine !

hahah .

e learning is lagging .
its like this every year .
so why cant everyone see that ?
and just lay back and allow maybe 45 people
to use it and wait till they send ?
like this wont it be faster ?
like this noone will complain ?

haha .
syf's coming right up !
on the 24th of april.
at NUS-UCC .
deyi MOVEMENT AND DANCE jiayou !

theres this combines school full dress rehearsal
on the 14th april
which is this month .

life have been pretty much GUY-less .
im not complaining tho .
ok. the truth ? IT'S FREAKING BORING!
really !! haha .
its like around one year already so yeah ...

today i've sent received alot of files .
but mostly songs .

tan li hao's last day!(:

those have chinese, history, chemistry, physics
de e learning must send me ok ?
thanks loads !!!

*jiayun .
i know my blog is rotting .
and i know it ok ?
but its bcos theres absolutely
NOTHING i have to post on .

investiture's ystd .
really funny . but i wouldnt rate it good.
just FUNNY . and i guess thats it.

2007-03-24T18:25:00.000+08:00

my mom wants to talk to me . shit .
dunno if its anything good .
gotta go . benson's birthday we went to celebrate
at pizza hut .
then we went to nicholas house !!
we had to leave at 6.30 bcos of his mother .
but i think she still saw us .
bcos of a really funny mistake and the right timing....

hahah . talked to st people just now .
bye...

2007-03-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

after going thru a whole week of dance practices,
im kinda missing them . hahah . anw, theres still
the combined sch full dress rehearsal (:
APRIL 14 !

kent ridge, nj, rv and deyi !
haas

i havent been doing any of my hols homework yets !
ohmygosh, i dont much time lahs ! hmmmmms .

okays, coming up are alot of birthdays !

MAYUKO's loving dance right now .

2007-03-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

hellos . im gonna be a full time dancer !
hahah
anw, shu wen said that the kent ridge guy
look like SEAN CHEW !! hahah
then the more i look the more similar he gets.
lols .
angelus angelus (:

anw, i really hope things will go smooth after
all this practices !

today's been a weird day esp the bus ride home .

hmmmms .

2007-03-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

hellos! i got third for seniors girls 1500
my timing was 7.09
im watching huayang on youtube .
so i shant post too much
later i printing my letter for combined sci .

why's everyone emo ?
hahas . i shant let it affect me tho.
tml my sister's getting back her which jc she's going
de results .
JIAYOU !!

and also, tml is deyi star .
friday's last day of school. also is sports day .

mayuko .

2007-02-27T15:53:00.000+08:00

heys . im at mei yi house !
oh yeahs, we watched some videos on youtube

anyways, today have loads of homwork laaahs
somemore this week have alot tests lor
and when i was havng e maths today after recess
then i was like EH ? we end locus already ?
oh shit !! hahaha

today i was sitting beside zhi kai they all
then zhi kai was like, your hair so long ah ?
but bcos i use the clip clip thingy( as said by pmy =x )

today's assembly was quite interesting
have people that i know . yays
somemore have AVRIL song !!!
HAHHAA

next week's assembly will be deyi star
JAMES jiayou !!
(YAYS !!)

now meiyi showing me her childhood photos
is dont look like her okays ..
her mommy coming back alreadys

i think her house very cosy laahs !
i jealous
i dont really like my house
so im kind of obsessed with having my table
more modern . hahas .
so boring la, my house =x
thats why i like going people's house
got alot stuffs to see .
then somemore my mom always
like me to come home earlier .
but at home have nothing better to do
bcos always small small things also restrict
but it doesnt matter much bcos my house
have nothing !
hais . people like my house just bcos its like
some big box . then like as if everyday stay
in chalet .
but a big house with nothing is very jialat
so haunting and depressing when all you
hear are echoes of someone or another
just saying how i dont study
how im so not like a sec 4 student .
okay . self improvement program sets in .
nono no emoness .
hahaha . okay, im going le

2007-02-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

heys .. im kind of disappointed with my running
today . PSYCHOLOGICAL BARRIER got to me .
hais . got 4th for 800m senior girls la . really lan
bcos beverly fell .

they keep staring . and they think i cant hear them
calling someone's name . lols .
they probably didnt know we dont talk anymore .
so i shall be gracious! and forgive them . yays .

anyways, life's been great without guys .
im rocking on with the self improving program!
hahas . no more emo jiayun ! its all simply changing
your tots . the more you think, the more you'll try
finding prove that you're right . then when some
stuffs comes along, you'll go, " see ? i losing ***"

im probably speaking loads of trash but actually
im indirectly refering to some events in my life .

somewhere along the way
we slowly drifted apart .
an acquaintance you've become
and im missing you from my life

who knows whats to happen
do what you do
just keep on laughing
one thing's true
it's always a brand new day
find yourself cos i cant find you
be yourself
WHO ARE YOU ?

*mayuko

2007-02-23T12:06:00.000+08:00

hellos . very long never come internet le . so sorry .
hahas . anyways, im like in class using muthu's comp .
have ah tan li hao's lesson .

alot stuffs happen all this while .
fell out of love .
but this time i didnt cry alrights .
just moody awhile .
aiya, but i now perfectly alright le .
so yeahs .

im sick !!
flu, sorethroat, a little feverish .

anyways, i drop to combined sciences .
but will be still attending pire science lessons .
if i get a b4 or below right, i think i'll cry .
because i gave up quite abit .
all for n a1 lors .

ok le lahs . i have to run for my last period .
HISTORY !

buh byes~

2007-01-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

ystd went to nyp . while others said it was boring .
me, nurul, jeremy, andy, mir had a FUN time !!
aft that, when i went to meet my mom, she's like
super TSK TSK . what are you wearing ?

i wore shuwen's ultra mini skirt with mnd tights .
plus shu wen's spag shirt with a tank top inside
but im still freaking cold .

these days my mom's been a lil weird .
she's like doing all sorts of stuffs to prevent me from
being an average girl .
she's saying : at your age, do you need to use what
foundation la, perfume la , whatever .
i have no privacy .
i cant live a normal life .
i cant be an average girl .
tell me what can i do .
there's a serious age gap problem .

me and nurul

2007-01-22T19:03:00.000+08:00

today i had tuition . hahas .
sleepy lehs now . hais .
wtf . my maid like blames us( my sis n i )
for spoiling her creative muvo ?
she say that we press sth so she cant dl songs .
wtf lahs . think we want hack her mp3 for what ?
yeah, i know she's taking computer lessons .
think you big ah . we help you, you say we spoil ur stuff .
walao, i bu shuang lors .

very very emo . hahas . keep thinking why
i cant have more money ?
not even enough to eat my meals .
and not as if im financially poor or whatsoever .

in class hweeen and i keep talking .
then raja ask us to shut up .
hahas . as if we care she pms or what .
she bloody hell let selva off for not doing ss essay .
serious bias-ness problem over here ?

bleahs . i jus quarrelled with selva .
is like he's ultra defensive .
say what he explain to her then she will let him de .
when he stood up, she was like, huh ? you ?
then he say that he alrd wrote 3 para .
but the issue here is that he never hand in .
like anyone of us .
who cares the f if he write how many le .
never hand in jiu shi never lor .

then hwee en and me talk about who's
high profile or not .
hahas . gossipers :)

*mayuko .

2007-01-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

hellos all . im not really up in spirits now .
i guess by now you should already know .
RF, we all love you baby . never should you
ever give up . i cant stop crying . shitto lahs

she's always so cheerful and always there
for people whenever you need her .
she's a devout christian . why's it happening
to her ?? i just dont get it . hais . somewhere
along the line, it broke and she needs to tie it
back again . she did, but it ended up too loose .
now she has to find a new way to tie it back
again . she tries so hard . but eventually her
strong will will get her back on track . its a race .
a race of struggling with so much tugging at her
heart strings .

gosh . meiwei, melody say out of us, they think
i should go deyi star . hahas .
how they know
i love to sing ?
but it seriously sucks one lahs
bcos cant do chinese songs .
english songs have very little that can show off
the vocals .
have, but they're too much for me . christina A ? hahs !
do you know i actually used to sound sucky ? LOLS .
my mom used to call me WILD DUCK .
quaking out of tune stuffs ?
really OMG . cant stand it mans .
BLEAHS to mummy :'( hahs .

i hope my amaths paper will score as much as
i hope it does .

ystd, mirliana, nurul, shafarin , hiew, jing hao
made fun of me . wa lao . buey ta han alrds .
sobs .

im PMS-ing . crying too much . hahas .

take care alrights RF ?
we'll be there for you in this hour of need .

*mayuko .

2007-01-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

happy birthday JUITWEN :D

today I LOVE SHUWEN AND MEIYI :)
wen give me a really pretty dress . its omgosh one lor
yays . my first dress . now i can use the money buy
other prom things or whatever . then also one shirt .

meiyi talked to me about stuffs . then she treated me
and wen eat the fabulous PRATA SAUSAGE .

you guessed it, we went to amk mall .
haas . shu wen bought a twenty eight bucks skirt .
the cloths really smooth . NICE !! like what my sis
bought for 36 bucks .

nurul's sick .
take care GIRL !!

p.s: i MUST remember bring her pe shirt .
its really rotting liao . hahas .

*MAYUKO

2007-01-06T14:38:00.000+08:00

hellos .
first day of school not bad lahs ..
i neednt worry that much actually ..
i was rather nervous ok . i dont want to be some misfit lor .

but when school reopens next week,
yi rong sitting with shi li .
actually shi li said she'll sit with me de lor .
but what can i say ?
no, you're stealing my partner, like that i sit alone ah ?
no what, i cant do that ..
so i just meekly said orh, ok .
but really ... ...

dance is alright lahs .
for the first practice on the 1st day of the school day,
we all did rather badly .
all sian ma, i think, all no mood to do their best .
so slack slack, lazy lazy .
su lao shi got angry :'(

but luckily for the second day su lao shi is very
happy with our day's performance :D

todays cca orientation day .
i asked mc to come .
i really didnt know booth ppl have to wear costume =x
i wore this red full bodysuit with a really pretty covering .
some say its butt ugly, others said it was pretty .
jasmine said that i look like ICC de .
oh well ...
i actually changed with melody ok ..
thanks girl !! (:

shouted like mad today .
hahas . " join dance !! "
we even got isaac, hon hey and kelvin to bring down the mic .
LOLS . we win liao lor . grins :D
that mc shouted dont join ncc .
i mean yeah, he mentioned to me
but his displeasure with ncc before ..
but i din realise it was that bad tho .
mnd also has its bad points . too high competition .

yeahs .
today after cca orientation
went to amk mall with shu wen .
first time go .
reminds me of malaysia tho . hahas .
i think i'll start going there alot .
im sleepy le .

*mayuko .

2006-12-28T22:15:00.000+08:00

today i shopped . like some crazy maniac like that .
and i also saw louisa on the mrt going to citihall !! so
coincidental okays ?
now i have a ZA 2 way foundation box . it contains
a make up bag, the foundation box and TWO
foundations of shade 22 . ( bugis junction )
$30 from Watson . U.P: $60 TWO THUMBS UP !!

i also bought a thirty five dollar shirt ( far east ),
after which i got a discount of five bucks . bcos my
house guest bought a eighteen dollar leggings .
somewhat our mnd's tights . LOL . our very own
"laughing stock" tights are now the fashion !! yays ( :
i can wear it with my shirt lor .. its amazing ok ?
the shirt took some convincing time for me to buy it .
p.s : i dont mean to say our tights is ugly or whatever, just that our
school people seem to think our tights are ugly, now its the IN thing
ok ? HAHAS .

i also got this bronze necklace which goes
with my shirt for 8 bucks . ( bugis street ) its
free from my donna .
LOVE YA, DONNA ,

YOU ROCK OK ?

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING !!!
p.s: dont go back lahs, stay at singapore, i adopt you !!!!!!!!

We had starbucks at bugis junction too .
i had green tea frappucino, my sis had vanilla
frappucino, and she had hot chocolate or sth .
im not sure . we ate this rectangle cookie thing
too . the food's really fab .

and my sis got this really cute denim skirt
with some very unique cloth attached . it costed
$thirty six at far east .
anyways, she also bought three shirts-
bugis str $29(one which she gave me ), and
nail polishes $6- SASA bugis
junction, ( some which i will definitely use ),

donna got skinny jeans- far east ,
maybelline Unstoppable mascara -
Watsons Bugis Junction, fruity jelly lip
gloss SASA, eyebrow comb/brush-
Watsons BJ,POLO luggage- Carrefour PS,
playing cards- lucky plaza , and many many
many others ..

LAUGHS .

i think i talk alot about shopping tonight .

MY SINCERE APOLOGISES for not watching Death Note 2
: The Last Name with everybody after arranging it like mad .

tml donna's leaving( wwaaa !!!! ), so im watching it tml . ( yay !! )

*MAYUKO

2006-12-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

hellos . todays just fulled with loads of
water . hahas . at least it wasnt as bad
as before . now my itunes is awashed
with hordes of music files . but only of
english songs .

maybe going out to somewhere near .
hahas .

now listening to Amazing Grace . this
version is by Faith Hill though . yeahs .
its really awe-inspiring and breathtaking
okays ?

i think that you all must be thinking
whats wrong with me, right ?
im just trying to improve my abysmal
vocabulary . <confesses: okay, so what
if cheated, im using my normal words
but typing it on Microsoft Word then
synonyming it by a simple right click>

LAUGHS .

anyways, out with the truth, im pretty
nervous with the reopening of school .
i only know for sure that i dont want to
be some really anti-social girl in class
anymore . i really reviled the times .
all i ever wanted for is to feel as if i
belonged . but i know its really a
blunder on my part and all .. i want to
make an effort but the barrer's up .
its a lil too late aint it ?

but i'll try

*mayuko

2006-12-25T11:44:00.000+08:00

its christmas !!! yays (:
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL ! MUACKS x33

pictures of vivocity on 24th dec .
its really omg lor, really ALOT people .
ME, DONNA

MOTHER,JX, ME, DONNA

DONNA, ME , MARVIN

2006-12-22T14:20:00.000+08:00

hellos . dance have been pretty hectic .
really cant believe that i sec four alrds .
laughs .

i really have no mood .
*mayuko

2006-12-14T16:08:00.000+08:00

this are my presents from melody , si wai, and koh wei .

thanks wor !

this is free gift .
after si wai bought the sylvester he became
minitoons member !! ahas .

now i think my mom gonna scold me again .
i messaged ppl until like three plus hours
non stop . nvr sleep .
nvms .

ystd koh wei and stanley come
my house .
hai me got into trouble .
stanley is not i invite de
extra . find his way here . all melody fault .
koh wei is better . or else if that stupid siwai
never play pangseh again, he's be here too

dance strating again alrds .
i must go practise my movements .
bcos seriously, i've clean forgotten (:
ahahs .

* mayuko

2006-12-12T14:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELODY (half mother half sister), KEVAN (superteen friend)AND ZI RONG(wong daddy)

hellos !! for the record, i vomited 8 times
on sunday . and once ystd, which is monday
lahs . dunno why lahs . just got sick all of a
sudden . fevered . and had to be on drip .
its my second time im on drip .

first, they poke your vein . then drip water
into my body lorhs . about 1500 cc of it .
cost about 80 dollars . because as like they say
im DEHYDRATED . so yeahs . didnt eat for
like two days . because eat or drink any stuff
will throw it up . so whats the point right ?
anyways lost two point five kg in one day .

but after the drip thingy, today i felt much better
but still didnt eat much . not hungry lahs .
just now talked to ze jun bro . he wanted to
play game, but dunno why i think my msn have
abit problem . i supposed to install wht the
activatex rubbish but they also nvr ask me to
save or anything .

so basically, msn is so very de wth . laughs .

2006-12-07T15:15:00.000+08:00

me and my sister play this game

on orisinal.com

because dunno what happened ,
the high scores are deleted or something .
den we are high scorers !!
(ahas) . but forgot take picture of that lehs .

this is meng chin's present .
erms, is the ear piece lahs .
the mp3 is siwai's present . ( he found it de . in hong kong ??!! )

thanks !!

*mayuko'

2006-12-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

heys !!
now me and my mother like havent talk like that .
hais . dunno wht went wrong lahs .

this is kevan's present .

someone's coming over to my house
to stay from the 22nd dec .
stay for christmas !! sure shop like mad :))
i'm gonna bring her to buy me lots of stuff!!
yays~

maybe go sentosa, vivo, orchard, bugis str .
sentosa having the monorail done and up
by next year . yeaps .

melody going to hong kong soon !!
7th dec issit ? i not very sure lahs .
then shu wen's going overseas on the 13th .

btw, i know many people birthday on the 1212 .
nurul's LOVIE, zi rong daddy, melody mom, kevan st fren .
wahs, faint .

* mayuko'

2006-12-04T14:26:00.000+08:00

hellos . tomorrow going out .
just watched christina aguilera's HURT
video on youtube .

http://youtube.com/watch?v=V7f07rrUcIM&mode=related&search=

now watching cao ge and vivian hsu's I STILL BELIEVE
the mv kinda like goong lehs .
min xiao lin and xin jun .
one on stage one is audience .
http://youtube.com/watch?v=wlUOML2mgQA

im sian-ed . dunno whats wrong with the camera .
i want dl phtos of my present de lehs . nvms .
i reng .

one hour later ...
okays . hao le . the stupid fcuking three photos
are up . grr .. bcos of my family de yun nan pictures
take so long to upload in comp .
they took 182 pics !! horror .
only eight days lehs . omg .
see my parents so en ai :))

my presents !!

li yan's pretty present !!

david di di's very nice present .
i got use it wor . the necklace . jus ystd :D

kevan, yong xin, shu wen, NURUL, melody, isaac !!
better look out ~ you all say got present one okays ?
yays . i use threaten de . ahas .

* mayuko .

2006-12-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

today go eat seoul garden at orchard !!
cost about twenty two dollars twenty cents .
i paid eleven only alrd .

we took many pictures !!
yays~

our many many de food .

we asked a tourist help us take our picture under xmas tree !!

*li yan, jasmine, nurul, jia yun, shu wen

we also zi lian-ed in toilet . laughs .

*me, nurul, li yan, jasmine, shu wen

as we were walking ...

* shu wen, nurul and me
as always, my les partner aka mummy
and me shou qian shou :)

got this few guys never eat much lahs .
keep looking at shu wen . ai yahs, which guy
wouldnt look at her ne ? lols .
even have the faker CREATE TALENTS
de modelling agency ask her join . please lahs ..
they alrd on the new paper before alrd lahs .
shu wen tear their name card . laughs ~

den also have this JOVIAN look alike .
but he's the slimer version lahs .
jasmine keep saying is not lahs .
den when we left, he happened to stand at the door there .
we all called out BYE BYE JOVIAN .
and laugh-ed like mad . lols .

after that we went to bugis str .
nurul de 1st trip there !! faints .

i also added photos of jasmine and me in my frenster .
changed my primany photo too .
go see okays ??
and pics of xmas trees, go visit jasmine thian jie
de blog, maybe she got upload .. im not sure,
i going see now :D

nurul mummy says that the human traffic at bugis str
is horrible . but i think she forgotten the traffic light
in btwn bugis junction and bugis str there . we waited
for about four times then can finally cross half the
dumb road !! faints . (ahas)

LOVES .
* mayuko

2006-11-30T10:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WYRON, JINLEONG, JIAQI, WANYUN, ALVIN, KAREN, CHIN JUEN
AND TO ME !! :D

1.) hellos . im back from that resource-ing the nov camp .
its super fun lahs . tiring too, but well worth it .

resources G and V abit what lorhs . keep telling me
do this do that . help other 1st time resources .
then they themselves keep to the sec 2 and 3 guys .
hellos, G and V are older than the guys lahs ..

but dont care, at least i get to earn alot more
I LOVE YOU BCOS NOTES ( thanking ppl de msg(s) lahs )!!
and whats more the sec 2 and 3 guys also got give me !
I ROCK !! ~

2.) i din go yun nan in the end .
the story:

~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
wah enjoying yr bday untill forget me sia =x
*__陈家韵__*Mayuko Saionji ♥♥ [ " silence is deafening buackwhyte says:
no lahs
ME: my bday i relive-ing my 1st bday .
ME: cry and cry .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
0.0
ME: hais
ME: big fight with rents lahs .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
how cum >.>
ME: cos dance syf and holiday clash .
ME: i really put in alot effort these 3 yrs, nvr am i gonna give it up .
ME: 2 yrs one time lehs .
ME: i aint got anther chance .
ME: den my mom dont care, sign me up for hol .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
den go for it lo
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
..
ME: den i refuse to go home .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
kao 0.0
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
why yr mum wan u go hol sia lol
ME: and eu shld the rest .
ME: she din noe how serious it was .
ME: i finally managed to get in the audition .
ME: i is not from young jiu dance ma .
ME: so take very long to train flexibility .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
den u got tell yr mum ma?
ME: some more i alrd not like others 7, 8 yr old jiu join ballet or gym or sth ma
ME: got la .
ME: she keep ignore me, read newspaper .
ME: so =.=
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
=.=
ME: write man testimonials for me okays
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
lolx
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
u like testi so much ah XD
ME: i very ke lian ones.
ME: little bit only.
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
i oso little bit nia haha
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
relax ba...try tell yr mum again lo
ME: but they alrd go liao .
ME: on 2411 . my bday .
ME: they fly alrd .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
ah
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
and u run away from home that time ah?
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
but wah...she sign u during hol ah...
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
during yr bday*
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
when she booking ticket did she know u going for syf?
ME: she noe .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
0.0 whats up wif her sia lol
ME: when i got the news that i noe i got in, i happily tell her ma .
ME: she say she dont trust me .
ME: * cries .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
..
ME: hais, dont talk about these things le lahs .
~*.Kino.*~- zzzzzzz says:
okies

but wht is fcuking wrong is that
my bday my parents dont even remember lehs .
only scolded and shouted at me . hais . whtever lahs .
my fifteen bday only whats .

3.) btw, luckily i never go dance on my bday .
later an hui say lets sing happy bday for jiayun, noone sing .
damn paiseh one lors .

4.)btw, i had asthma attack that day in dance .
jus i either a) cried too hard; or
b) tried too hard to stop crying .

i felt like the whole world knows how to do those
pathetic dance steps but me . hais . bad memories .
they look at me as tho im a person who cant do things
right like that . so humiliating lahs .
in front of the juniors and graduated seniors .
hais . no, i dont blame them, i know its for the good
of deyi dance and for me . but why cannot like one
person go diao my actions ? like im everyones exhibiton
hais . but now, i think i got improve lahs . at least
if i havent, you guys will help me rights ? :D
jus do it the right way, bai tuo .

xinyi got try and explain to me she is not gu yi ones .
thats sweet of her, i think . at least i wont have a
bad impression of her rights ? and she even tried to
help cope with my breathing which i think the rest
dont know what to do . thanks !!

5.) now im currently enjoying my holiday . parents not at
home mahs .. the night before, i spend
the night over at shu wen's house . searched youtube
for hardgay( laughs . the ramen and the yahoo ones )
and possession + exorcism . abit bit creepy lahs .
but i think its true . one is student and another is
of a man with a sixty year old spirit within . that
thing entered through food !! omg !! suddenly wen and
me thought: no way are we going to eat again !! lols .

wen, her mom and me go shop and safe buy wen's dinner:
green apples . her bro's shampoo very cute de . what
ginvera grape or sth like that . lols .

den next morn eat prawn noodles . it was twenty ninth .
liang shen day .

6.) BTW, I HAVE AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!! I RETURNED HOME AT
12 MORN TODAY .AHAS . GO TAKE PRESENT FROM MC MAHS
LOLS . MY MP3 EARPHONES !! DAVID WENT HK BUY ME A BOX
WITH NECKLACE, HP STRAP THAT SAYS Y AND A BRACELET .

7.)just now yong xin and me convo . it looks like this :

[ yongxing - ilovecookies! ] full-time casanova. =D says:
cya tml
*__陈家韵__*Mayuko Saionji ♥♥ [ " silence is deafening buackwhyte says:
see ya tml
(same timing de lahs . some more same words . well, about .)

8.) anyways, koh wei ahs . i hope everythigns fine !!
she'll understand de lahs .
arbo i help you talk to her okays ?
dont worry too much lahs .
see, melody ? he cares a bloody lots lahs .
treasure him okays ? im not meaning that you dont lahs .
lols .

9.) and today also abit bit argued with zejun on msn .
AGAIN . but this time got okay lahs, after that .
yahs . i hope everyone understands him if i can never .
im sorry okays, bro ? he was super angry at me, you know .
he keeps saying i dont understand his situation .
i just hope that in time there will be someone to break
his iced up heart .

( here he is crazily typing rubbish
bcos he was super angry, super fan

*__陈家韵__*Mayuko Saionji ♥♥ [ " silence is deafening buackwhyte says:
okays . i will always be there to entertain and see whtevr crap you want to write here .
` Ç† z€jüñ ‡Ç ) : < «_____HäT®èD rùlEd mý LîFe_____¬ > : ( NiCe SmIlE oN tHe FaCE..wHiLe InSiDe Is TeRrIbLy BuRnEd. says:
u r nutas man
*__陈家韵__*Mayuko Saionji ♥♥ [ " silence is deafening buackwhyte says:
im not .
*__陈家韵__*Mayuko Saionji ♥♥ [ " silence is deafening buackwhyte says:
bcos if cant console you, i can only do it silently . and thats the only way i can express my self .

*mayuko

2006-11-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

hellos . me about to go resource the SUPERTEENS camp .
and i mean later .. in a few hours . its really last
min . so i can only hope that those ppl who need me
on mon and tues get to noe this fast .

i will be back tues night, bcos of dance practice ..
but i will have to dismiss earlier . prob about 3pm?
to go back to the camp .

on mon and tonite, me will be spending my nights at
YMCA . yups . den on wed to fri me after leaving dance
will take 132 to there .. but wont be sleeping overnite
lahs . yeahs . den fri, which is my bday, me go skul
take present, den go camp de closing ceremony( the alot
of crying de part, hopefully they tell me happy bday
too !! ahas .) , followed by the night flight to yunnan
gosh, very packed lehs .. lols .
sure will fall sick de .

and people, i will be deactivating my free incoming calls
so anything jus msg me ohkays ? i'll reply, only just at
carzy hours . so dont have hopes of an immediate ans .

yeahs .

hais . bcos i wont be home to watch goong on tv, i've
finished it by using youtube !! hehhehs .. the ending
alot alot crying . hais . hopefully princess hours 2
will come faster :D

i guess thats all .. btw, yunnan will be about 5 degrees .
jasmine de BIG BABY LAOGONG dre only a measly THIRTEEN
degrees only lehs . abit bit colder than air con temp onlys .
den she ask him take care .. den WHAT ABOUT ME, JIE JIE ??
~hmphs .

*MAYUKO wan sui !

:D

2006-11-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

twelve days to 2411 (:

hellos . on thurs we had salsa as part of dance training :D
its a social dance marhs, so got partnering work .
i got to work with, a sec one guy( dunno name, pai seh ): ),
matthew, the danise(?), jinleong, darren, honhey, fangrui, kelvin
ahas . melody's last partner is that MEI REN YAO DE IZ ..
kinda like SAVE THE LAST DANCE FOR HIM :) lols .
songen say he tried to touch fang rui's leg . wa lao ehhs ..
its quite fun lahs . andand soo mei agreed with me about the
keep feeling like the left shoulder there got imaginary hand .

me in st marg's uni :D

me, nurul, andy, song en went VIVOCITY on fri .
is nurul, andy and me de first visit there .
there got lots lots shop and top floor have play water de place .
actually at first is want go east coast park ..
den uncle song en say dont want go .. mnd pract tire him .
we went candy empire . nurul got wonka chocs( that melted ),
den we saw this sweet that all of us bought one color each .
song en was purple, nurul was red, andy was blue and mine green !!

speaking about wrappers, this is the one i mentioned before
rmb i said abt koh wei buyin me and mel mini toons sweets ?
the seven dollar ninety-five cents one ? mine's pink !!
tues going watch STEP UP . i will buy blue de bag ..

hais .. sians . talking about tues, song en say on that day
goong end . ): NNOOO!!

anyways, dunno i where find this pic de . man hao wan de ..

holdin my heart by the dark stairs

not say very dark lahs .. nvm cans ? lols .
btw, david is back with my present !! yays (:

*mayuko

2006-11-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

this few days quite boring . yarhs . tml have dance
hais .. today wan ru and meiyi send-ed me jay de ge
=D

now my ipod like going thru metaphorsis . or however
eu spell that . lols .

anyways, today somebody tried to steal my son !!
no way lorhs . that yu feng say he got two daddy from
me . say until like i so what like that .
creation of one gal with two guys ? please lur .. lol

btw, me finished chapter ten eleven twelve of amaths
alrd (:

ystd from j8 walked back home . took me a super long
time lahs .. got one weather forecast, mr lee mc, say
or rather claims thats if i walk anymore will tio rain
. but i walk until at home le, still no rain lehs ..
ahas . talked on the phone about three hours plus plus
he call my phone . aft that batt flat, i went in my hse
use my home phone call back . listen to ge thru his comp
then watched goong . and comment alot abt the show .
also talked about the anime shows on arts central (:
aft that my sis complain like shit .. den put down phone
and cont watching tv- so you think you can dance .
saw the mv for jessica simpson's I Belong To Me on chn5
quite nice lahs . see le abit thank alot .

which leads to today's goong episode . i got cry lehs ..
hais . nvm .

ohkays, jus printed lyrics of chinese songs .

watched covenant on mon . actually meant to watch step up
dunno why they( mel, siwai, punggol ) nvr hear this movie
b4 . i see the ad alot times lorhs .. but it opens on the
9th . so instead went to watch covenant . very nice lahs .
mel and me went in MINI TOONs and bought $7.95 of sweets .
siwai bought lay's sour cream and onion for me and mel,
three drinks, one popcorn and one container of COTTON CANDY
im the only one who didnt eat that . they come out of the
cinema with red teeth lahs !! omg ..

anyways, before we went to j8, while we waited for siwai
to end his npcc, koh wei, mel, e went to chong boon mac
eat brunch . he had free mcnuggets . actually wanted to
give charles de . but he complain he eat alot lot le, and b4
he left he whacked my head !! bully right ? hais...

so we bring back wanting to give si wai eat . somemore he
take liao throw away .. freakin hell !! kb lehs .
aiyahs, nvm lahs, also free de right ? but the thing is, its
food lahs .. waste . den aft that while waiting for the movie
to commence, he and punggol go mac there eat .. so diao .
me and mel had free iced milo !! yays =D

me and mel also went to infant maze there, play for awhile
until got one female security guard say me not twelve yrs old
le, therefore cant play .. wth~ lols . but the blue slide
abit bit kong bu . very steep lehs . maybe one day you all go
try ohkays ?
anyways, i think thats all bahs .yarhs . thats all for today!!

*mayuko =D

silence is deafening
rang qing xu fan cuo

2006-11-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED SHENG RI TO: bevis kor, jasmine jie, keith long long fren :D !!
ADVANCED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO: jingwen mmei .
nineteen days to mayuko's 15 th birthday (: andand sec4 prom nite~

the hols have been boring .. ahas . everyday go back school study .. evening go home watch tv . dance now temp have a new tcher from
DANCE HORIZON TROUPE SINGAPORE . yarhs .
super sians . oh yarhs, NOV lai le !! :D ahas .

now they have their o level .. jiayou ~ (:

i twentysix nov flying to yun nan . sobs ): until the second of dec .
i want go my mnd pract de arhs !! my liang shen day ...
aiyahs, no need go on my bday jiu good enuf lerhs .. cos me want
her presents !! david didi in hongkong now .. wahs . not fair >>

me, mel, siwai and andy <<

nurul marmie send me goong de song le !! yays ~ she also show me this website :

goong is nice lahs .. but ending alrd, i think ..
in the show xin's horoscope is same as me !!
saggie wansui~ :D

my sister's experiment with make up . lols .

this is a long long picture of me and xinru .
abit bit very sha lehs . but innocent ohkays, bleahs
thanks to hwee hwee (:

and this is jasmine jie jie plusplus yun .
effects added . using jas new phone !!
i also want new phone ohkays .. any body who loves me
please buy me a sony ericsson ? ehhs, i agar spell correct lehs ~
anyways, the picture :

today alot of pics bcos i dunno where unearth it de ..
yarhs, my received files ..

dui le . tomorrow go watch step up .
dance de . ang mo movie . male lead is hip hop, den gal is ballet .
cool lahs .

btw, i went and cut my hair . got grass de lahs .
insanities should noe what i mean ~
hais . but not as bad as i say lahs . ahas ..
jasmine say she want see .. no !! dont let eu .. bleahs .

koh wei and melody ... blahs . eu all shld noe lahs ..
sian den anyhow type de .. gossip marhs .
this blog also dead de lahs .

today ben xiao jie de ipod alot new songs (:
thanks many to:
nurul and jasmine .

* mayuko

2006-10-24T14:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWEE EN (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU FENG(:

ANDAND BELATED ONES FOR LIYAN AND SHUWEN INSANITIES <33
PLUSPLUS ZEJUN AND ANHUI ( that mu zi ~ )

me at my granddad house . my mom at the salon doing hair .
oh yarhs, must rmb go cut hair with nurul soon alrd (: hahas
ystd have what sec 2 de whtevr dance .. lunchtime concert
lahs, yeapps . den aft that watch DEATH NOTE again !! 2nd
time still kena shocked by the stupid gunshot . hmphs . lol
the movie very nice lahs .. light yagami v.s L
L very de shuai !! ahas, but he's not the ideal type lahs .. too
genius till abit gila alrd . but he will die in the next movie ! omg!
hais, i pon lessons ystd from 8:45 to skul end (: ahas, wlk arnd
the skul, den i also whacked the head of the SE MI MI YAN
person, laughs . anyways, now rotting here, nothing to watch
on tv lahs .. jasmine, speaking of the princess hours soundtrack,
your jjlin concert dvd still rotting in my house lahs !! i must
return before it really turns to ashes !! ahas .

ptm coming up lerhs .. and my results so sucky, bleahs . the
creative zen neeon ad very pretty . sians, ystd nite watch
princess hours den watch so you think you can dance .. so
WOAH lahs .. their standard so high, we all sporeans no need
compete liao lahs .. somemore they any genre also can tackle ..
yarhs, so called that 45 cent noble, talk talk for a very short time,
msg-ed kohwei once . btw, that dumb kohwei very mang lorhs, both
times is arranged hao go watch death note de, he both day got
ncc training . super sians lorhs . ahas, they ystd bcos got
performance, they in skul do dunno what, like exhibition for us
liddats (:

thats all lahs, dunno what to type alrd, my feet super ma bi
alrd, jialat .. arghs !!!

2006-10-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

HELLO !! its long since i last touch this comp .. SOBS*
hahas . life's damn boring ..
results sark, nth to look forward to in skul ..
in class jus get super ignored, den will have to hide away
in the girls toilet .. hais . watched saw the other day, one
phrase, its full of gore . imagine sawing your own leg ?
OMG lahs !! hahas .

overall results
english language- 60
mother tongue- 71
elementary mathematics- 60
additional mathematics- 50
physics- 63
chemistry- 58
combined humanities- 69

tell you hors, raja that day come congratulate me
lehs . laughs, she say my english noe passing alrd ..
hahas . its funny to say this, but that toot is talking
to me . lols, its a warming feeling lahs . hmms .
and im so happy that its like this now . yarhs ..

hais,alot ppl's been talking about me, even nurul
also heard .. no ways !! but to ppl who r reading
now, no such thing ohkays ? really, am im tired
of the unending rumors . i really am ..

actually, now to look at things properly, i feel like
im a no hope-er . my life is skul is basically a lie .
no need elaborations . thats all ..

hmms, i find that whenever i end my blog post, it's
always a very depressing ending .. maybe blogging
is a depressing thing, hahas (: but i just hate lies
mnd is just sth im going bcos i have to .. no worries,
i still love dance . jus belonging to mnd is getting to
be a chore bcos i noe i'll nvr be good enough . thats
all i'll say . bcos mnd has caused me enough tears,
so much that im alrd starting to find that only the
strongest survive, the weakers die . no qns i belong
where, im gettin, honestly, abit dying inside .

princess hours rocks !! (:
mayuko's feeling abit ... hmms, im not sure, a mix of everything ?
hahas . loveya all !!
grins~

Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I like to get to know you a little bit more

2006-10-14T18:13:00.000+08:00

hellos .. finally can use comp lerhs (:
hahas . amaths fail le lahs . sure ones .
i from tuesday noon aft amaths n physics paper jiu holiday till now .
can say is very long lahs . i aft paper go buy ppl present at j8 .
practically mus drag songen n kennenth lim n jiahao along .
then from there walk back to skul . quite a distance lahs ..
but compared to from skul walk back home is suan very fast alrd .
then aft that give the present( waste money, shld have bought a super thick book . hahas . )
enter the skul compound, talk to lee chee yeon .
btw, hiew, lee cy, ms chew, and mdm wee helped me loads lahs ..
listen to me crap hours of shit about my life, blan ja eat dinner, play badminton with me ..
thanks many many ohkays, cherS ..
back to the main topic, i enter skul rights? lee cy told me i sure will fail amths .
sobs* . and also, my ppd 2 hrs jiu use half alrd -.-, im speechless ..
that bday boy hao xin, aft going back home to wash the flour (or wadevr shit), pei me walk home lehs .. all the way from deyi to my estate there .. come to think of it, only 2 gals walked to my hse b4 .. the rest r guys . this proves that tho im a girl, im nort lazy !! wahahas .
but you see, i practically walked from bishan back home !!! lols .
i pangseh nurul ... sorry mummy .. hehhehs .
then i watched princess hours, then norh norh till nxt day aft noon .
i noe alot ppl call me go out, but i refuse to wake up lehs . sleep like a pig . 16 hrs lorhs .
when ppl call my hse that day rights, i pretend i still sleeping, make my maid go explain .. hahas .
im evil whats .. then i call nurul n siwai sperately .
went to j8 watch rob-b-hood .
zao funny lorhs .. the movie .. nurl n jeremy go back sleep .
alot ppl ao ye study de lahs .
on my last paper, aft telling that noble fat pig happy bday, i sleep for 3 hrs den wake up
chiong study .. using candlelite some more .
my hse dunno why if on the main lite sure will tio short circuit .
so i was like "hellos noble arhs, happy birthday !! what the fark, no light !!!!!"
i walked up to 4th floor and down without lite lah can ? and those who have been to my house
would now how creepy it is without lights . hais, bad experience, dont talk abt it anymore ..
ohkays , now have to go check out david's new blog ...
btw, david, dont think too much lahs . hopefully, things will blow off on its own
but jus let it be, bear all the pain inside first, do nth, maybe ... maybe ... hope will find its way .
but its not definitive ... ye xu, ye xu ... if me, wo hui choose tao bi .. sorry ppl, escape seems the better way out for me ... hide the pain . it'll go away, someday . someday love will pick me up again . heaven knows ..
but for now, i'll jus be happy .. and i hope that the next time it kills me inside, i wont be looking at it .
shit, i dunno what the fark im writing .. nvm, dont give a care . hahahs ..
mayuko

2006-10-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

heys all . my blog rotting alrd .
now chiong-ing my exams .
mon have emaths p2 and chem
tues have amaths and phys .
hais . stress lehs . buey tahan .
ystd study in the noon cannot absorb .
i broke down outside staff room den 3 maths tchers council me ..
(again, shout shudup to all . donwan to open up my life, im feeling raw inside)
realised that a hell lot things dunno abt emaths .
hist jus cannot remember .
hell lahs . chee yeon teach me till abt 8:30pm
piangs, damn grateful lorhs .
ystd skul had night study .. phone no batt, nvr bring charger, so go staff office to charge .hahs .
ms chew and mdm wee and mr lee talk alot alot .
in a matter of mins, i told them my life story .. hais .
i nvr told anyone de kays ? what happened ? i stressed up till nvr think alrd issit?
then went home abt 9, study hist for (1/2)hr jiu sleep lerhs .
applied my memory skills from the superteens camp for my ss and hist (:
taught glande, timothy how to memorise .
i dont take geog also noe what are the neg- effects of green revolution .
i told you? ohkay ohkays ..
is :
diseases and pest,
unemployment
limited gains for the poor,
limited application of technology
environmental harm,
not suitable to all diets.
surprised ? im pro lahs .. cant deny that .
and im taking hist cans ? hahs~
geog is so BORING . the geog students at losing end in todays exam .
tourism they must drill it themselves .
raja taught only for a few lessons . lols .

went to iz's blog bcos i went yufeng's one .
his tagboard everyone droning on about penknife ?
not as if i never cut myself before ..
no use one .. im alrd feeling-less, and it hurts zero .
but fun lahs .. abit onlys . then saw in iz's blog that david also play that crap .
if you're looking , david, jus wanna scream WHAT THE FARK .
no more excuses,di di , im going to talk to you as soon as the exams r over . i jus wanna say that im disapointed in you . and i think if nurul noes, you're dead .. she'll dulan you ones .

what's wrong with this world .
been studying every aftnoon and night .

the buack rose's petals fall silently
noone noes . noone hears
im left wondering whats with life that makes people live on .:

my chinese compo is my venting machine .
the topic i chose was about li jia chu zou (running away from home)
i hope that it'll be as good as my midyear .
i also wrote sth abt it that time.
but that time while writing i cried .
this time im clearer, i make me hide

.:again and again im letting people into my dark side
i've to learn to more cautious
cos i'll never noe
i only hope it doesnt make you run

p.s: i hope my gratitude to the following people shows
-mengchin( for teaching me phys everyday and wasting my ppd $$ !!)
-yongxin( for all the good luck msgs )
-lee cy ( as mentioned in blog post )
-chew sq( ")
-mdm wee(")
-nurul( for not hating me)
-mir( for studying chem with me that day at amk library )
-andy( for bothering to care )
-ali( for hist recap ystd at cybrary )
-james ( for caring to ask nurul )
* he say that my lifes like shit but he doesnt noe why i can shtill smile like nth's happening like that . ans: cos im tired of crying . end of story . lols )etc etc ..the list goes on .
its a long post ..and happy lantern fest everyone !! loveya(:
mayuko saionji said she posted ..
happy exam-ing !!